Blightmare

There's something weirdly magical about hearing David Hayter quote an actual line from Metal gear Awesome in snakes voice.

Souls games and Bloodborne cater to a small(yet growing) niche in gaming so I don't blame people when they don't like it. Personally they're among my favorite series simply because they feel like the only games out there anymore challenging me while still respecting my intelligence and skill as a player.

Also they really aren't games you can sit and watch other people play. Even as someone who loves playing them I only can stand a select few gameplay videos of them myself and most if not all of them are from Peeve Peeverson. (even some of his stuff I end up closing early.)

Also, Rarity, I dreamed about you. XD It was rather boring actually...

 

Apparently a close friend of mine was a streamer, and your favourite streamer was that close friend of mine, so the dream was basically me trying to get the streamer to go talk to you cause I thought you'd might like that. X3

Oh cool, good to know I'm only in BORING dreams. XD Jk, that is a very weird premise for a dream though lol.

OT: Groggy. I think I just caught up on all that sleep I lost finally but at the cost of waking up at 8 PM. ugh.

"Man I wish I could catch this youtuber streaming, he's pretty funny!"

I say to myself as I subconsciously click the 'x' on the "we're live on twitch now!" message in the corner of the video.

So Cisgender is identifying as a gender matching the sex they were born with (in the idea that sex/gender are 2 different things. Sex being physical, gender being psychological). As opposed to transgender where you identify as a gender contrary to your physical sex. (male in body, female in mind, for example.)

A cisgender can be any sexuality since it's independent of sex. For example, a gay cisgender is entirely possible because it's simple a man who identifies as a man who's also attracted to other men. I can see why putting "cissexual" can be confusing, especially when from what I could find looking it up, both a cissexual and cisgender are pretty much the same. Unless I'm mistaken then I'm not sure myself what cissexual can even mean.

This is why I really hate the amount of terminology and labels out there. I realize it's important to some to give it a name but I wish more would realize it doesn't need one to be real.

Shadow Warrior.

This is probably the only game where I wish they didn't score my combat abilities because all the fun stuff scores too low and my competitive nature can't deal with that Still fun when i can force myself to ignore it.

You mentioned being CIS male, I'm embarrassed to confess that I still don't entirely understand what cisexuality/cisexism is, even after endeavouring to engage in some cursory research into it. Forgive my ignorance, but what exactly differentiates a cisexual from a heterosexual? Assuming there is some division to take note of. Is the former somehow a more deliberate identification with binary gender mores and the latter supposedly a more incidental psychosocial thing? I get the impression that's how cisexuals mark themselves apart from other sexual orientations, but I'm not sure that I'm sure, if you catch my drift.

Cissexual from what I can tell is the same as cisgender which is identifying with the body you where born with.

Watching Slam Poetry videos on youtube. Typical finds are pretty deep stuff.

And then there's this.

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Despite the super crude humor and controversial name, this made me laugh really hard.

The Sims 4!

The attitude you need to have to play it is; "It's not a Sims game". XP It's way different to all the other games, made by different developers, so I'm gonna act like it's a different game and enjoy the fuck out of it. But for now, waiting for it to download. Oh boy! 5:45 hours remaining. Which is actually pretty decent for my Australian internet. XD 500KB/sec is not bad at all!

Wow I guess I have Australian internet. In Los Angeles.

OT:

Door kickers

Plague, Inc.

Fastest game I've ever beaten in any sense is Bloodborne on I think NG+4 (I've honestly lost count) which took about 40-50 or so minutes. I just ran straight to each boss room, only taking time out to open shortcuts just in case. Kinda doesn't really count since I'm basically capped in terms of ideal health and damage output.

I have a guilty pleasure for slam poetry.

Edit: I also appear to have developed a persistent twitch in my right eye. My transformation into crotchety old geezer starts at 25.

Happy Birthday Lord Sinister!

Sleep deprived and stuck in the feedback effect.

Insomnia kept me from getting much of any sleep and just when I felt I could finally fall asleep, I find out I've entered the early hallucination phase. when I turned out the lights, I saw shadows crawling on the walls and ceiling and they had WAY to much of a definitive shape for me to even consider turning those lights back off. I'm just gonna wait til the sun comes up and try again. I'm even seeing things in the corners of my eyes pretty consistently.

I really, really hate when this happens.

Door Kickers

It's like Rainbow Six: The Top-Down Strategy. Makes great use of it's mechanics too.

AND THE PLOT CHICKENS!

Oh insomnia, thy presence sickens and offends.

Running my new GFX card through some tests to see if the crashing issue is now solved. So far so good. Had 3 things running at once that used to cause the crashes individually and it ran for 5 hours with no trouble.

A little scare with the fans until I learned that the 970 won't use the fans unless the temperature starts to rise. Launched FO4(which now runs perfectly woot) and the moment the loading screen finished the fans turned on. Weird.

I really hope those damn bluescreens are behind me now...

I cried. Seriously.

A relaxed night at home. Introverted like that.

A super loud and neurotic dog that loves you more than anything in the world or a quiet and unassuming dog that couldn't care less if you died?

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Silently seething over something pointless while drinking coffee. You know, my usual mornings. I do not part from sleep easily. <_

TF2

I was able to swap out my Razer for a Logitech(and even get money back) and suddenly I can aim again.

My mom came home with Halva so yeah. I'm eating some of that.

Congratulations, you win a car!

...

Could you imagine?

OT:

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Song doesn't actually start until about 50 seconds. Very catchy though.

Elite: Dangerous.

But you know, not a bounty hunter. I'd be one of those explorers that fuel scoops the stars and stays faaaaaar away from all those bandits and the factions at war because eugh, politics. Who care's about politics and death when every star your eye can see can be a place you go?

Not a trader either. Bottom of the elite food chain since every lawbreaker want a piece of that cargo.

My days of AMD screwing me over with poor performance and faulty hardware causing crashes are OVER.