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Try to not get religious.

Strange request but I'll try.

I don't believe in the supernatural, I do believe consciousness works in a funny way similar to how reincarnationists think souls work. The brain has a silly way of telling you that you're alive and there's STUFF behind you, when you lose that sentient consciousness (by dying, no less), congratulations, you get to start life anew as another conscious being. Keep in mind I speak in 2nd person for the sake of simplicity, it's more along the lines of one person's consciousness becomes the next person's consciousness when they die. It just so happens to be your consciousness now and for all you fucking know it could be Einstein's tomorrow.

See, I like this little hypothesis because I still have yet to find solid contradiction to it. The closest thing I've managed to think of was a particular child who lived to the age of 3 without a brain, but he wasn't particularly conscious and only had the basic ability to breathe and consume nutrients.

I doubt I'm the only one to think this and I'm sure there's a name for what I do believe, I'm simply too lazy to find it out because I constantly question my own beliefs. My guess is that the only reason I started thinking this way is because I've lived such a shitty fucking life thus far and there isn't exactly jack shit I can do about it. A plethora of mental issues, poor physical health, not to mention I'm simply not smart or particularly talented at any specific thing. I do feel like the system I grew up in set me up for failure, it simply wasn't meant for a person like me. I'm living to die at this point and I think that's why I concern myself so heavily with this topic.

That said, I could see myself believing in ghosts, spirits, or demons. I simply would never believe they exist in religious context.

Edit: wow i was out of it when i wrote this.

Also expert Plantera down. Time to farm the hardmode dungeon. I went in for like 5 minutes and got the 3rd best Yoyo in the game and the Paladins Hammer. Now to figure out the best way to deal with the ranged asshole who just shot me for 400 damage in turtle armor. O_o

Beetle armor

I actually have no clue, I've played so little of this update because it felt too much like 1.2. Maybe I haven't played enough or it's just because I started out in regular instead of expert.

Enjoying my signature a little too much

Not getting enough caffeine in the coffee then. (theres a lot more in tea)

No clue where you got that, the whole reason I drink tea instead of coffee is because the amount of caffeine in coffee nauseates me.

So I get the house to myself for 9 days, with a 9 day supply of pizza and Dr. Pepper as life support. I think this is gonna be a good week.

There are supposed to be fixes in a coming update or something like that but god knows when that is. ._.

Watching Gravity Falls. Yes, I'm watching a Disney show. Deal with it.

Gravity Falls and SVTFOE are amazing though, like I wish Disney would put out more stuff like that.

I'm still trying to mentally envision a bear throwing a 50 pound rock. That's terror right there.

 

 

So just now I was having some slight internet trouble and things were loading super slow. I tried to go back to the index and the most appropriate load hang happened.

 

if image signatures were still allowed i would definitely use this.

freaking out at jeb and rarity being mods

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As of right now and possibly later today, Skyrim and Terraria.

It's also because this place hasn't had any active moderators for the past like year

This game is officially dead. Either Valve is trying to appeal to the CS:GO crowd since that game gets like 5x the daily amount of players TF2 does or they're intentionally trying to kill it. They buffed the loch n' load, which was already broken beyond fucking words, and then they nerfed the Powerjack which had no balance issues in the first place.

But the best part, the best part is that now you can no longer collect ammo from fallen weapons. You have to pick the fucking weapon up replacing your own primary. I doubt I'll be playing this game much after quite possibly the worst update in TF2 history.

That said, I'm still working on a TF2-related SFM project involving a certain David Bowie song. I'll post it here when I get that finished up. I may fucking hate the game as it is but I still love what it was before Valve totally lost it.

noticing that lord sinister is now an admin. maybe he's helping fix the site up?

Who do?

you do

Making a map for an SFM project

What power?

The power of voodoo

What Babe?

The babe with the power

I broke my TF2 hud and haven't been feeling quite up to fixing it, which sucks because I want to record demos to put together a video.

You remind me of the babe

Kitty, I prefer Kitty

I served a drunk for the first time yesterday. X3 Ugh. It's not pleasant. He was saying how drunk he was too, talking to strangers as if they were his friends. Then he went up to get food and changed his mind so frequently. I handed him his change and he swooped it up faster than anyone has. o.O I don't know if he was drunk or high. Cause I'm pretty sure drunk people are slower, not quicker. But anyway, I was happy to hand him his food so he'd stop terrorizing the customers. X3 Geez.

A high man would've looked at the change for a solid 10 minutes (or however long you held it in front of him for) astonished by the fact that there's a president's face in each of the coins, your guy was obviously on meth.

Don't call me that, please.

Oh you know, eating poor people pizza and interrupting moderators. The usual.

Little Caesar's, right?

Or like, did you mean your pizza actually had poor people as a topping?