Jeb_CC

Guild Wars 2. What else?

<3 This guy is nice.

Waiting for my class to start.

That post wasn't exactly meant to be take literally Jeb . When I said I fucking hate myself sometimes it was more of moderate annoyance at best with how I was acting. But I have a tendency to exaggerate when I'm annoyed. I probably should probably shouldn't bee joking around seeing as your dealing with actual serious disorders whereas I'm not. I'm mean my posts don't actually reflect my mental health I was just being childish. Anyway I wish the best of luck to you.

My apologies. I seem to be taking everything so literally lately... Eesh. My bad. I think people should ignore whatever slips out of my mouth. And I apologize for anything else I've said to you before that was overly harsh. For some reason the younger you are, the easier it is to become snappy when you have ASD. It's odd. Kinda makes sense? Kinda not? But I don't even realize how rude I was until I look back at it more closely. :S

But thank you.

Guild Wars 2. Had a random 'cuddling' session with my Guild mate. This is as close to an IRL hug as I'm ever going to get, I think.

I think you're mistaking my case to be similar to theirs. They hate themselves, whilst I merely want my head to go back to normal so I can get on with my life. That's all.

So how is everyone lately? I've been slowly piecing everything of mine back together. So, sorry for my absence on the forum this past month. I really need to get back into my usual habits, it's just a little difficult. I've got a big painful dose of Accute Stress Disorder apparently which would explain a fuckton. It's kinda terrible and if I don't sort that out, that could actually turn into PTSD... Sooooo... Don't mind any random disappearances of mine.

I hope everyone else's month has been alright though.

Welcome to the forum, MrSchnieke. Nice to have some activity in this thread.

Thank you for sharing this, BTG. Hope the trip went well.

I apparently now have an intense fear of the dark. I have no idea where it came from but I can no longer walk around the house at night. I literally just looked down a dark hallway and cried because of how intense the fear was. What is wrong with me... Im 17, why am I afraid of the dark??

Researching psychology stuff.

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First you get a quick ass promotion here, then a quick ass promotion in GW2, what's next? Getting to be CEO at [insert job here] on your 2nd day?

I wish! But actually, my Gw2 promotion was quite slow. There's like... 10 different ranks, and newer guild members than I got their Veteran promotion sooner than me, so.

Going off topic again, hush, hush, hush.

So, yesterday I was listening to two guild mates, discussing what the Guild ranks meant. One of them was basically teaching the other, pointing at members of the party and telling him what rank they were. So of course, the hardcore avid leader player was Officer of the Guild, them two were Veterans, and I was just... Member. (Thanks for reminding me guys). The learner goes; "Wait, why is Jeb only a Member? She does WAY more than I do."

"...I'm not sure."

"Can I promote her?"

"I mean, you CAN. But that doesn't mean you SHOULD. That's best left to the higher ranks, like the Officer, or Guild Leader."

Was kinda heart-warming but sad to listen to at the same time. But I shrug it off and continue doing the missions with them as always. Then later, I think the Officer overheard the conversation too cause he promoted me to Veteran and announced it to the guild. So, feeling... recognized, I suppose!

Hot chocolate as a substitute for breakfast.

So I've retaken the test, this time taking it a little differently and focusing on things I'd do in the now, rather than things I've already done (which could be years in the past). And of course, instead of the usual INFJ, I got ISFP. But I'm finding it actually quite accurate.

- Imaginative

- Passionate

- Curious

- Artistic

- Fiercely Independent

- Unpredictable

- Easily Stressed

- Overly Competitive

- Fluctuating Self-Esteem

At least, accurate for now... I don't know how long that will last until something else weird happens. But I only realized just this morning... it's the same personality type as my character that I've been strangely relating to recently. >.> I can't find my post, but I was showing the similarities between his backstory and my recent weeks, and how weirdly the same they are. And now suddenly I have his personality...

...and I swear I didn't do this on purpose.

I think there's something wrong with me. Me changing my avatar wasn't on purpose either, I changed it cause I really liked that shot of my character.

Perhaps I'm being too 'Oh, I'm unique!', but I don't know. I'm sure it's something weirdly psychological that's deep in my subconscious but hey, I'm not a psychologist.

Sunny, but still cold.

@Reverend: How wonderful! I adore those hats.

OT: Phone case for my Nexus 5. Phone feels smoother now.

Does reaching the cap level of a Guild Wars 2 character count as; "Game completed"? Or is it only until I explore the whole map? Either way, I've leveled up two characters to level 80 now, now I need to level up two more, and I've got 75% map completion on my main character. Not long now...

Last time I played this game, it was extremely broken. Kept getting disconnected, physics was messed up, pieces of boards kept flying everywhere as if they developed a sudden irrational fear of the table. I need to ask though, has it gotten any better? I don't have anyone to play it with, so I can't really go testing it out.

Guild Wars 2 - It's becoming a bit of an addiction. I got hooked to the first Guild Wars, I'll get hooked to the second.

NPC's that walk slower than you run, and faster than you walk.

Steak, gravy, mashed potatoes, the common average meal.

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@Longliveprose: I'm intrigued. Why do you hate it?

@Psychotic: Hope it's all gone/going well.

OT: Catching up on the forum before I go hop on Gw2.