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Guild Wars 2. I joined a guild, the Blue Dragon Army, and I've met so many new people. I've been kinda binging my life away on this game lately but I don't even care. It's fun and these people are fun. Got Discord to join the guild call server - I haven't been on a voice call like this in aaaaages. But wow, it's so good. I've been having so much fun with this.

Thanks to life, I've suddenly become a lifeless, unemotional, unmoved piece of shit. I'm failing a class... I got turned away from a border and spent 50 hours away from home in unknown unfamiliar countries... I'm being investigated by police and have had multiple personal possessions of mine taken from me... I have 0 privacy now because of the above... My jaw has gotten to the point where now just eating in general hurts... And more recent news: My only pet, my bird, passed away for unknown reasons just this night. Thanks life. I love you too. Well... RIP sleep. Time to pull my first all-nighter. I know it's a bad idea since school starts back up in only a day, but what the hell, I'm already failing my class.

Sorry for the late reply - just wanted to add something else to my post other than a simple 'thanks'. Thanks by the way. But yeah, I love piano music, and the Sims uses a lot of that. Or even instruments similar to that of a piano. I can't help but create piano songs - as a piano player. XD And the aim of the songs are just to be catchy I think. I mean, in the Sims you don't have much dialogue going on so it's nice to have something melodious in the background. But I have a question... I'm in the middle of creating a song at the moment but I'm unhappy with how it sounds on the soundfonts I have available to me. So I was wondering... Does anyone know a good site where I can get soundfonts from? Preferably free... And also, does anyone know where to find the soundfont for Windows? I notice some of my songs actually sound really decent on the default MIDI soundfont, but I have been unable to find where it's located. :S Thus I can't tell my program to use the default midi sounds. Or perhaps, do you know how to make LMMS use the default soundfont? Thank you!

Rarity, please see a doctor. XD

I'm a Christian, but I'm not the type to go around 'converting' people. I think everyone has their own beliefs and must be respected. You can believe in the flat-earth theory for all I care. I'll still let you think whatever you like. I'm not hugely religious, I'm really an extremely casual Christian. I don't like going to Church, don't like worshiping or praying aloud. But you pick up a lot of kind motives from religion, and reading the Bible makes me feel quite relaxed. People say all the time that Science and Religion are completely opposite. But I beg to differ. You can sure as hell be a scientist and religious at the same time. Just researching and investigating the way the world works can strengthen your idea of there being a creator to all of it. My theory is that the big bang theory DID happen, but was caused by God, and kinda shaped around that. So, he kind of nudged certain events to finally create the beginning of man. Which is where the Bible starts off from. But that's just my idea. It combines what we know of today, and also the faith and beliefs of God, so win-win?

But it's so hard... All I ever want is for people to be happy. They aren't asking for any trouble. They never did. But I made a mistake and it seems that no matter what I do, I'm not going to get what I want. Every time I try and get what I want, shit happens. I long to start over. New people, new scenery, to leave all my reputation behind. But I can't. In a few days, I'll be going to school and everyone is going to ask me what's happened. The least I can do now is to act like I'm new. Give myself a new hair style, or... Buy new clothes. If people are going to start taking everything away from me then fine. I'll find some other identity then.

I'm losing everything. My possessions, my money, my emotions, my mind, my trust in people, and trust from others. I don't know how to feel anymore. I want to start over... Wake up and be in another place in another time. But I can't... I don't know what I did to deserve all this... I must be a terrible person to have everything happen this way to me. But I've been trying so hard to be good. I don't understand.

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Eating ice-cream and thinking. XD Cause that's what every female does apparently when they're upset. I need to stop falling in love with people who live on the other side of the friggin world. But the problem is, the one time I think I'm ready for a close normal relationship, I realize I'm going to be moving to the other side of the country at the end of the year anyway. *sigh* And then I'll have to make new friends and start over again. That wouldn't be such a bad thing if most relationships didn't start off from a former long friendship. :I Gosh dammit.

Guild Wars 2 I'm surprised people are still playing this. XD It's awesome.

Shhhhh, now you're saying too much! I'll friggin' tape your hands to your side! Oh gosh, they're gonna start asking questions... D:

Shh shh shh!! Noo... please, it's not your fault. It's my fault more than yours - or anybody else's. I screwed up and you suffer for it. I feel like shit. I'm an idiot for letting it happen the way it did. There's nothing you can do to convince me any other way, so... it's settled. Shhhh... I'll tape your mouth shut, I swear I'll do it!

Bunch of replies: My own little addition to the thread: Sooo... Summary: Shit but very wtf about it.

Oh my gosh, it's another female. I'd heard about them for so long but I thought they were myths!

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Oh yeah. I was a few blocks down and I could still hear it. I guess that's what you get for deciding to live in a street meshed between two mini-forests. There was even a poke-stop over there but like... power lines and shit on the ground, yeah... I can wait. XD

Right on my street. It was a loud as fuck bang. XD :I Didn't get power back for a while. Soo... the weather is windy as all fuck.

Pokemon Go: And I freaking love it. Best thing about it, our police here are so damn chill. XD Gotta love the Australian attitude.

Aw man, that's gotta suck. I'm really sorry about that. But know, you're really not alone on this one. I wanted to be a pilot when I was younger, hehe. I absolutely planes, and I love flying, every single second of it, even when the weather is shit. Especially when the weather is shit actually. But alas, my vision is absolutely terrible - so I can't be a pilot. But I just... worked on my hobbies and thought of some other things to dream for. You're probably extremely mad and disappointed, it's a very undesirable feeling I'm sure. But the best thing to do about it is to look for other things. You'll find something new to strive for and you can be happy that you're still on the road to something. Not your original plan, of course, but at least you've got SOMETHING. It's better than sitting and doing nothing. If you do that, that emptiness isn't going to go away, I assure you. Good luck with it! ^-^

Ohhh gosh.

Packing up my stuff. Rarity/Alyxx, be the mother of the forum for a day whilst I'm gone. XD

Mm. Like what?

Badass Zim. And nice tongue. <3

Nothing. I'm SO bored. I have no idea what to do.