Jeb_CC

XD Oh God. It's beautiful. Now Photoshop me into a forest.

@MrKittyCat: LOL! OT: I don't understand people. XD I don't understand how they have fun. Like, how is... posing stupidly for weird photos, yelling and screaming, and squealing over guys they'll never have, fun? How is getting up at 5am in the morning to exercise and go out FUN? XD I'd die if I had to start exercising at 5am. Screw that. I think I've got the unhealthiest life style ever but being lazy feels good as fuck. Not being out of breath feels amazing.

I've decided to make a thread here so I can stop cluttering the Music thread in the General area of the forum. XD About time, really. I love making music and would like to get better and create better songs, but I need better programs and software and currently I am just a mere poor high-school student. So for now, I've been making my music off basic MIDI programs and sheet-writing software (Jazz + MuseScore). I make both piano songs and basic rock/electronic soundtracks. Here's a few piano songs: <- One of my favouritesAaand some other songs with varied instruments: <- Another of my favourites Also I'm pretty sure Vapymid helped me with at least ONE of these songs, I've lost track, I've made too many songs. XD So, high-fives for him. Like I said, they're dodgy as all fuck but I would love to get some better software so I can make cool effects and shit, vary the volume and the instruments. One day. If I make any new music, I'll dump it here.

@Kydure: Very nice! I'm just going to go ahead and pull an art-dump here. XD Detailed drawings: 3D model: White on black: OC Digital drawings: Fan-art:

Re-welcome. XP

Town of Salem again. XP And hey, I made FanArt! This took too long. XD

XD Thank you. But oh my gosh, I don't know when a good time to hug is. He looks so damn huggable. :I Maybe before he leaves school in the afternoon? Or maybe it's better in the morning. But then I've missed my chance. D: Eehhhh.

He's my target. XD But I'm just so afraid of freaking him out. I've only hugged a guy friend... once. >.> Which is terribly sad. Cause guy hugs are better than girl hugs. XP

Today I'm gonna work up the courage to hug somebody I haven't hugged before. XD This could go weirdly.

Drawing some fan art for funsies.

Town of Salem, just fucking the Mafia up as the Jailor and winning for town.

I don't like pissing people off because it's a generally unpleasant feeling. Why feel anger or sadness or annoyance when you could be happy? AKA: Why have to deal with me when you don't have to deal with me? :S So, yah, I don't like making people upset. I just want people to be happy. OT: New rant: I suck at life. I've decided. I took English Writing as a class because I thought I was decent at writing. My grades say otherwise. C+, C, C-. Then I look at my classmate who isn't really good at anything and she's getting B+'s. *Sighs* There goes my hopes and dreams... goodbye my possible writing career. I didn't realize I sucked so much. I actually thought I was good, but nope. I was so wrong. People are just saying my writing is good cause they don't wanna be honest and hurt me. :S Now this whole class is a waste of my energy. So many people are better than me... I'm getting the worst grades in the class. Why do I suck... I thought I was gooooood. Ughhh... is this what it feels like to be bad at maths?

I mean, usually I'm actually quite optimistic - as long as I'm at home and alone... but yes, I distrust everyone and they should distrust me. XD I'm a bitch. A terrible selfish human being. But you've just listed even more things that I don't want to look forward to. The taxes... the petrol... the fear of an accident. And driving is so lazy! I want to just ride a bike around everywhere, that'll get me fit. But yeah, I can't drive. If somebody tells me to "stop", I first have to run through some reasoning in my head, be all like; "But what for? How fast? What's the situation?" And it takes me WAY too long to actually stop. -.- And then people yell at me for not stopping. So in order to not piss people off and be a good citizen, I want to just NOT drive. But I have no idea how I'll convince my mother that I'm not meant to drive. I piss too many people off. I gotta stop doing that...

Whelp, I've decided - can't drive for shit and should never drive anyway. I don't have good reflexes, I'm not observant, I'm not quick, and I piss everyone off. I want to tell my mother that I don't want to drive and that I want to go on public transport for the rest of my life cause that seems more sane than making stupid slow me drive a car. Or maybe I'll just ride a bike around everywhere. I don't care. I just refuse to drive because I suck so much. I'm just on my L1s which means I only need to wait 3 months before I get my L2s. Then I have to drive for a set amount of hours to get my P1s, then a test to get my P2s. It's been... a YEAR... and the driving instructor still says I need practice. How fucking stupid am I, I can't do anything for shit. It'll take me 10 years to get my full license. I just don't want to drive or be the cause of some guy's completely rational road rage. Why do I have to be the person that decided how traffic flows? That's retarded, I can't do that. I'll be the cause of someone getting fired cause they were too late to get to work. Why can't I just give up and stop trying to achieve something I don't even want. Trains are safer anyway... and being on a train stops me from thinking of driving the car straight into a brick wall or a river to end my own suffering. I think 95% of the road would agree that me driving into a river is beneficial for the rest of the morning and afternoon traffic.

Town of Salem

Hello! Welcome to the forum! Hope your stay here is nice. And also, your avatar looks a LOT like the Off game style. XP Not sure if on purpose or not.

Imagine your most prized possession... and putting it in a bath tub and realizing it doesn't float. Then imagine your most prized possession in an ocean. RIP. :S Another reason why I fear the ocean. You can lose ANYTHING and NEVER get it back. It's worse than something being burnt IMO because it still exists and you still can't get it back. :/ Just one slip and goodbye personal items. Just seeing something not floating in a bath tub triggers this weird "oh my god I'm going to lose it" spazzness. XD I can't win.

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Ouch. :S How? OT: Rocking to some music.

These guys are pretty much my childhood. Love this song so much!! tVQgPRmX_J4

Oh man, I love Watch_Dogs. XD Everyone hates it so much but I find it super fun. I think it's mainly because I went into it with 0 expectations. I heard and read nothing of it before it was released, and I played and enjoyed a genuinely fun great game.

I've got a mate at school who I've been hanging out with more and more and I'm really really enjoying the time I have with him. But I'm worried I'm being too loud and clingy. XD We've shared a bunch of contact details, Steam, DeviantArt, all that guff. We're going to be getting into playing Diablo III together and we're even working on an art collaboration piece. So, I'm rather mixed. XP Concerned I'm taking things too ecstatically, but really happy. Hmmm...

Town of Salem Guys, you need to get into this so I have people to play with. XD Last round I forced the Vigilante to commit suicide by making him shoot himself. Hehehe. I'm too evil...