Zaraki

Heading for school.

Interquel.

.....Okay.

I'll wait.

MAYBE one day it will happen.

I'll try to make myself a better person and not a whiner.

Until then,at least i got friends to talk to.

I feel more relaxed today.

I apologize for bumping a very old thread,but i couldn't make a new one.

Hello, everyone. Some of you might know about my current predicaments, right? Well, one thing I haven't explained is that I have girl problems. I feel very lonely, negative and I couldn't stop thinking about it all the time recently.

Most of the girls I've met in my life were nothing but utter crap in personality and overall they were just assholes. They've always made fun of me. I don’t want to make this too personal or sound like a sob story, though. It’s just that Accursed Farms's people are possibly the only ones I feel I can really trust.

I want someone who can be close to me and treat me like more than just a friend. I want someone who I care about too. I don't want to feel negative and lonely all the time anymore. I just want someone to love.

Does anyone here have any advice?

Less than a year.I'm finishing next May.

A bit of Quake nostalgia.

I feel slightly better,but tired today.

Gonna chat with Ushanka_Cat.(Heh,that rhymed)

Sounds like 3rd and 4th year of High School for me. Bullies want to get a reaction from you. Sadly, blanking them can make them angry, which doesn't help. It also sounds like the teacher is pinata for them, an easy target, like my physics teacher was.

 

Would I be right in assuming you're roughly 15? That's when all the bullshit happened to me. I'm nearly 23 now, and I can say that, while this time of your life is going to leave scars (I'm sorry to have to say that), it gets better. Things get so much better once you've passed through it. I just wish I could offer a more direct solution for you.

I'm gonna be 18 this month.

Why isn't Denton dead, swallowing very disgusting chocolate filled aubergines, grilling moldy soy?

Gotta agree.Full edit all the way.

Uncomfortable.

Shy.

Beans.

@Jeb-No,I can't go to another school.They say this school is my last chance.

@Jek-I hope you're right about this.I have to wait another year.

Why.Why?WHY?!

WHY THIS FUCKING IDIOTIC CLASS OUT OF EVERYONE?!!! WHY DO THEY MAKE THINGS EVEN MORE MISERABLE?!!! I ALREADY GOT A SHITLOAD OF WORK TO DO AND ALL THEY DO IS PISS OFF THE TEACHERS FOR MAKING THE SHITLOAD EVEN WORSE!!!! MY FUCKING SANITY IS DISAPPEARING BECAUSE OF THEIR ASSHOLISHNESS AND LAZINESS!!! THEY DON'T CARE!!!! EVEN MY OTHER SCHOOL'S CLASSES WERE THE SAME,BUT THIS TAKES THE FUCKING CAKE!!!! AND THEY STILL MAKE FUN OF ME,NO MATTER WHAT I DO!!!!

I CAN'T TAKE THIS MISERABLE PATHETIC EXCUSE FOR A BULLSHIT LIFE ANYMORE!!!! I WILL DIE ALL FUCKING ALONE!!!!

AAAAAAAAARRGH!!!!

YEARS OF REPRESSED ANGER.

 

*coughs* Ahem, one word.

 

OT: Swell.

Sorry.

YEARS OF REPRESSED ANGER.

How I feel? Right now?

MISERABLE.

The colouring is,like,the best part.

And thanks!I tried to make her REALLY pretty.

Indigo!

PPZqHiuAl2I

DANG.Star Wars black/death metal.

Celebration.

Heading to bed.