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Zaraki

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  1. Cold... both physically and emotionally. Nothing is really going right as of lately. So sad to hear recent news... a member of the Cyndago team on YouTube committed suicide. It doesn't directly affect me at all, but seeing how that affects everyone else... that's what kills me.

    That, and I've got my own personal depressing events on top of that. So in general, I feel... cold. Feels like my heart is just a icey stone rock.

    I can relate.

  2. My dad STILL treats me like a fucking kid who doesn't know anything sometimes.An almost 18 year old guy.And some of my classmates STILL make fun of me on purpose.(Every school i've been through it's been like this.)And it REALLY frustrates me that no matter what I did before through my life and I will do now WON'T.MAKE.A DAMN.FUCKING.DIFFERENCE.

    I got nobody to talk to who can understand me and be a real friend to me.Nobody who's got my back.I don't think my parents and other adults will help much.But then again,IT NEVER MADE A SINGLE DIFFERENCE THROUGH MY LIFE.

    EVER.

    I'll probably be remembered for being a stupid loser who's a big baby and a total freak.And because of those assholes my psyche is pretty fucked up.NO FUCKING WONDER i'm a socially-awkward/anti-social bastard.Hell,let's add to the list-I'm going to fail at life.REALLY BADLY.

    AM I THAT PATHETIC? CAN I GET ANYMORE PATHETIC?!!

     

    .....I don't think suicide is even an option anymore.I'll suffer mercilessly for the rest of my pathetic life.

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