Binky The Rabbit

I don't want to be a girl anymore.

Sadly super-glue and a disembodied wing-dang-doodle won't do the trick.

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Doing some catch-up before continuing working on the EP's artwork.

*Shittin' on WMP*

On the topic of visualisers, I used to help out at my Youth Forum's parties by providing visuals. I used a program called 'Noisecradle', and because of my naivety, bought the public-license version (£100). It was janky and user-unfriendly as fuck. No manual, no save-quit prompt, occasional component-crashes that stopped me from launching the visuals.

A few years ago the website disappeared: www.noisecradle.com and all the menu options took you to the website.

And this year while helping my mate get some visuals for his gig, it utterly died out of the blue. Like, insta-crashing. Reinstalling, redownloading, from different sources, all insta-crash. Both my laptop and his.

But see, when it worked, it was a great piece of kit, and did all I needed to be done.

I've checked out a program called 'Magic', and while it's more powerful, it doesn't provide the simplicity of Noisecradle.

Hearing about Daniel was very sobering. When Markiplier said he'd be away as something serious had happened, I reckoned it might have been a family thing. The day before he and Cyndago announced it, I'd caught up on Mark's videos, and Dan 'n co were in his hair-dying video.

I don't know if anyone had seen it coming. That's why this sort of thing is so serious, important, but invisible. There is still a stigma around mental health, and people just don't seem to be capable of understanding it.

My external drive with 90% of my entertainment just started head thrashing (permadeath) and I'm leaving for a week in Philadelphia in two days...

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Feeling pretty alright, my mate and I managed to resell something we realised was not what we wanted, at the price we bought it for.

White grapes.

Well, green. Depends on your viewpoint.

Ninja.

Microsoft.

My band's EP, proof listening for another round of mixing tomorrow.

2422 - Earth starts to get bored of its occupation, but understands it was pretty lucky to get the job, and bills need paying, yo.

Thirty.

HamLxGxeDqI

And talking about MTV:

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Howard is emotionally compromised, buying completely obscure sediment dated sediment, wearing unbleached hats.

DeLorean.

Morning.

Hooves.

Ouch, thanks for the screenshot. I've fixed the styling now so if you shrink the window it'll auto-expand, and the button's text will remain on a single line...

Nae bosh. Logged in on my other laptop:

Green.

Yeah, we're fine In fact I'm moving in with him at the end of the month. I guess my resentment for him is canceled out by my resentment for the girl, as the more I think about it, the more I was led on.

Funnily, they've now both said I have every right to hate the pair of them. But I don't. I'm not hateful enough to do that.

I did want to quit the band and quit Uni and move back to Scotland, but I couldn't let all the BS get on top of me. And I'm out the other end now, and in a much better place, even if things are still pretty purgatory-y for me while I look for a job and such.

There's a lovely lass I'm very fond of, but I'm not going to push or force anything. I don't need nor want the drama.

Just need to get this out of my system.

So my bandmate just found out I knew he slept with the girl that he knew I really liked. It was last year, and I'm all fine with it all now, but talking about it gave me a rush of emotions that are making me feel kinda shitty. Bawwwwwwwls. Man am I glad it's all in the past. Things are much better nowadays.

Bewbs.

Busy.

Chilling after a successful open mic night.

I'm not complaining or anything, but I don't recall seeing this before. Nice message

I haven't gotten a tattoo because I honestly have no idea what it would be or where it would be. I have plenty of joke ideas, like getting the phrase "Abandon All Hope Ye Who Enter Here" tattooed on my waistline or getting a teardrop tattoo that slowly turns into a snake as it goes down your face, but those aren't things I'd actually do to my own body.

*A bunch of Admin stuff**OUT OF NOWHERE*

Man....went to the third mixing session for the EP. This stuff will blow out windows.

Can't remember if I've heard your tune, Jeb. Will edit in a response :3