Jeb_CC

I dunno about you, but "Skyscrapers" is probably the most badass English word I've ever heard. Skyscrapers. Freaking awesome.

Feeling: Kinda lonely. :I I wish I could talk to my guardian angel. X3 If those are a thing. That'd be cool if they were. Watching my every move, every single word I type and not judging me, protecting and worrying and caring about me. I'd be able to talk to my guardian angel but everyone would think I'm crazy cause I'd just be talking to thin air, hoping my angel is awake at the moment I talk. XD I dunno. I have weird thoughts. "Hello guardian angel! You know who you are~"

You two have weird dreams. X3 I love it. Meanwhile, I just had an amaaaazing dream. <3 I was out in town, in a large open area. There was a game of soccer going on nearby and a bunch of people were hanging around in the park. I hear someone call my name. "Jeb?" (He calls me Jeb and not my real name so) I look around to see Chris! My friend that is my boyfriend's best friend. And if Chris is in Australia, Seth is too. I squeal; "What!? How? Did you bring Seth?" "Yeah. He's in the shopping mall nearby. He won't be long." In the meantime, Chris and I talk and have a few laughs. Made me feel gooood. Then once I've had enough I go; "Come on, let's just go find him." So he follows, walking down the street to the large shopping center. Chris sends Seth a few texts to try and round us up in the one spot. And soon enough, I find Seth walking towards. Makes me feel giddy. X3 We embraced and hugged and kissed. We talked and we didn't let go of each other's hands till we had to. Such a wonderful dream to wake up to.

If it sounded round, then I can't think of a better title myself. XDD What the heck does 'round' sound like!?

Subject #I dunno. I lost track: Arranged marriages! Ignoring what religion says and all, X3 Do you think they're good or bad? It depends on the situation I guess. If the child was FORCED to marry a stranger, I'd be like HELL NO. But if the child accepted; "Yeah. Okay. I want to do this." Then sure, go ahead. Supposedly, arranged marriages last longer. X3 It's sorta sad. XD But... facts are facts. It kinda reminds me of Corpse Bride. A small movie by Tim Burton. In it was a mother and a father. When I was little, I used to watch the movie all the time. The mother and father would always talk about how much they hate each other. X3 And I always though; "Then why did you marry?" Little did I know, arranged marriages was a thing, which is what I guess would have been a case of in the movie. Hidden little secrets. It would also make sense in the time era and all, when there wasn't electricity and torches were a thing. In order to keep royalty in the family, arranged marriages were the common.

Instead of dreading my old compositions, I'm going to heavily edit them into my newer style of composing. X3 Cause... at the moment I'm not feeling too creative in the music department. EDIT: Here we go. An old song turned into something. The copy is edited instruments. X3 It sound reeeaally cool. I seem to name my songs after whatever comes to mind. XD They're kinda placeholders till I have a better title. I mean, once I named a composition; "Round". ._. Darkness.zip

I am now fully recovered! After spending a day at home from school and playing Watch_Dogs on my laptop for the majority of the day, I'm feeling amazing!

Hooray! Thank you!

http://jeb-cc.tumblr.com/post/117504502122/john-wicked-dat-soldier-breaking-hoxton-out This post is pretty great. X3

Not a vlog, but writing down stuff as a sort of blog is nice. XD Besides, I like it when people care, even though they have every right not to. I'd use Tumblr or something, but Accursed Farms has about 75% of my friends. :I Anyway. Let's see. Stuff, stuff, stuff. I'm sick! Have you ever felt so annoyed cause your nose was both runny and stuffy at the same time? Gah. Also, did you know, it's my birthday next month! 21st of May, Sweet Sixteen. X3 Lovely. My BF gave me an early birthday present; Watch_Dogs, which I am addicted to at the current moment. As for creative stuff... I've been heavily caught up in work and school lately. No time to do a big project. I really want to make some more music, but I have my Fan-Fiction writing deadline to meet. X3 I should finally be done with it by tomorrow though. :3 What else... I guess I can complain about me not gaining weight. X3 I uh... Have literally spent $70 a week on food. I feel so bad for it. XD Such a horrible spender. But the worst thing is, I've only gained 2 kg's. I had gained like... 4 but I magically lost half of it. :I Ugh. My body hates me. At least I have a good self-esteem. Oh yeah, I've been making stuff in my Minecraft! On my BF's server, I'm making a giant map that you'll be able to do all sorts of mini-games on. :3 Including parkour! It's only like... 1/12 done and I've already spent so much time on it. XD I'm starting off with making a parkour-able track. You jump from roof to roof, through the church, over the graves, across the river, onto the boat and onto the lamp posts, up the chimney, bounce onto the castle, scales the stairs, leap to the edges aaand that's all I got so far. X3 And not related to MC but still my creations, look at what I've almost finished modeling! My beautiful sexy spaceship. XP I still have materials to go but I've been working on all the graphical errors in it which takes a bit of troubleshooting. Sorry the pics are all mixed. X3 Damn Imgur. http://m.imgur.com/a/1UkAi# Anyway, that's all for now! What should I do for my upcoming vlog?

Feeling currently discouraged and disgusted after I managed to re-capture/flash-back a terrible moment in my life. X3 Every time I think about it, it causes me to boil up in anger and makes me want to punch a wall. Or a face. That'd make me happier. Yeaaahh...

Chatting with Zaraki.

@Rarity. I am your mother. ...nah. Doesn't have the same ring to it as "father" does. X3 Feeling: Clogged? I woke up from a nightmare and my throat feels blocked and ugh.

I think you're fine. X3 You're more sane and level-headed than my previous contacts. You're not so hyped up about it and you don't want to share it with everyone in the world. I respect that. XD It's fine if you want to vent it out sometimes though. You'll never be as bad as some other people. X3 "How are you?" -Me "I'm good." -Them *They then start to talk about their personal life. Like how they did yesterday. And the day before that. Etc. Etc.* You're in the good book. XD

Dammit Username, keeping people up, how dare you. Currently: Playing Minecraft. I'm making a big giant map that has different mini-games on it. I hope to add the following features; parkour race, zombie invasion and just some RPG elements.

I had a recent dream about being on a different planet. :3

X3 I'm incapable of understanding how you two feel unfortunately. I act like a guy but I'm complete female and I know it. XD I embrace it. I love it! I'm a twist! A tomboyish dramatic female. X3 Doesn't it sound so odd? The dreams sounds slightly creepy though. Like... to the point where you can't identify yourself, not even the back parts of your brain? o.O Scary. I've had bad experiences with people who can't... identify themselves. X3 But I'm trying to start a-new. No more of this crap. I'll help in any way I can.

Currently: Relaxing and happy as hell. Who needs drugs to be happy. X3 I just finished work with my awesome friend, had some amazing delicious hot food, I don't have to worry about school ATM because I finished my assignments a few days ago, and like always, I'm lying in bed, Skyping with my gorgeous husband-to-be. <3 I keep having these random spurts of; "OH GOD. DID I DO MY WORK!?" And then I have to calm myself down and reassure myself that I have. XD Hehe... I'm not used to being so on top of things. XP Oh. And I have Apple Juice. AJ makes things 80% better. X3

Oh man I love Invader Zim. X3 Too bad it got cancelled. I NEED IT

Aw fudge yeah! Australian accent! Wooh! Currently: Listening to videos. X3 I only listen to music when I'm multi-tasking.

Ugh. I'm too selfless sometimes. :I It makes me upset. But I just have the urge to make people happy, even if it means me suffering. I've been waiting all day to play with my boyfriend as he was doing school work. I tell him this too. Then when he's finally done, unluckily my power cuts out and I have to wait for Dad to come home and fix it. X3 Finally after the power is back on, I get back on my computer. I call Seth. Apparently he's now playing with his friends. I mean... I told him that we'd play a game later. But... I guess he couldn't wait. X3 So... I'm just letting him play his game with his friends for the rest of the night. It hurts. A lot. But I don't care. As long as he's having fun. I'm just going to occupy myself with homework or something I guess. Ugh.

Managed to get my MC to work! Finally! Been fudging around with command blocks. X3 I made a tube that spawns bunnies and then kills them, harvests the meat, cooks the meat and delivers it via cart. I just finished making a mini-volcano-eruption that is re-settable and returns the terrains to its previous original self. :3 I'm now about to make a scoreboard for counting kills and rewarding those with high enough points. X3 SO FUN!

What voice did you give me? XP I'm intrigued and curious.

@Ninja - That guy looks so damn happy. XP Vigilante H8 M8

The slight problem with this game is that not everyone knows 100% of the history. I reckon it won't last long. X3 I've learnt about WW1, but I can barely remember it and I can barely think of anything related to it. If anything, ANZAC day is today and that's related to WW1 completely. But other than the reconstruction of damaged countries, I don't see any issues today other than that of WWII. WWII was horrific. XD Goodness gravy. This also doesn't even seem like a game. More of a discussion. And Seattle, goodness please, chill out. @_@ I hate taking sides but every time I've seen some sort of harrasment or insult it's coming from you. Please don't insult others. :S *pats Ninja's back* There, there.