Jeb_CC

The trigger? I don't understand... :S OT: The process of design for my recent drawing! ^_^ http://imgur.com/a/mkZKJ

The music is revolting

That explains a lot... JK I've slapped you once already today. XD Can't exceed my daily slap quota limit. XP OT: My lower back has been kiiiillling me lately. It legit feels like I'm 8 months pregnant or some shit. XD It's not fun! Especially when I'm up and trying to do some work around the house.

@Vappycupcake: I think one of the worst parts about it though is when I'll be able to Skype call him again... Knowing him, he'll make it a video call, and I don't really want to see anything hospital related at all. :S Not when a loved one is involved. I'd rather be in the hospital for an injury related to me, no one else. Aww... *melts* But I can't grab you from here! XD I have free hands and I don't know what to do with them, dammit! *reaches around, best I can do is just give you a pat on the top of your head* XD It'll do. @BTG: I think he was speaking in Jeb-language. Cause I know shit all about cars. XD Making it easier for me.

Hello there! Hope you enjoy your stay!

I will bitch slap you. XD Hey, do you get that white screen when you go to change your avatar too?

http://m.themercury.com.au/news/tasmania/a-serious-single-vehicle-crash-in-devonport-has-forced-some-road-closures/story-fnj4f7k1-1227577986865 Earlier in the day... I passed by a street where a car had run off the road, powerline pole bent at a very sharp angle. I saw paramedics giving a man CPR - and finding out the guy didn't make it... Reminds me that life is so fragile. Aw... So... Feeling a little sad at the moment... Poor guy.

@Rarity/Kydure - Tumblr is shit. XD The shit I find... I swear... I used to follow a snake blog - just some person who posts snake gifs and pictures. I immediately stopped following their blog after they had a massive unnecessary fight with someone else. Like; "You don't know shit. THIS is the best for snakes." Cursing and swearing, just for that?? I unfollowed when the snake-picture posting blog later wrote... "I can't believe some people. Idiots." Posted on a blog about snakes... I came here for fucking snakes. Not your gossip bullshit that the person you had an argument with can CLEARLY see online. *groans* @Seattleite: Hope it gets better for you... X3 Have you asked him to be quiet? @Vappy: Awww... I feel like it shouldn't get any worse... X3 Especially since some actual good stuff has been happening lately. FINALLY got a message from my boyfriend's dad. He's alright. He had a transplant for his large intestine, small intestine, liver, stomach and pancreas. It was pretty big... And he won't be awake till at least a week. I'm still pissed that it took them three days to fucking tell me. But Ehh... Whatever. I also just found out that my teacher has FINALLY finished marking my stuff. As soon as he gives me some more work, I will stay up all night until I fucking finish it. I do NOT have time to do anything else. XD Goodbye creative life for a week or two. But Awww... *purrs* That's so nice! *hugs your everything and gives you a back rub* Yay! Back ruuub. X3

I will bitch slap you. XD

I thought about doing this numerous times... But my excuse was always! "I'M NOT WORTHY!!" XD I should probably slap myself and realize, I'm a moderator. I dunno, just think that admins should do all the thread changing and announcements and what not, it's their site. I'm just here to make sure the forum doesn't blow up. XD But I'll go ahead and make a sticky then. ^_^ Sorry. X3

I believe that's a little easier said than done. Besides, you can still do stuff with the UCP, you just can't edit some settings. Some you can, like signatures. So it's not entirely dead. X3

Of course it is! How old are you now? What was it... 254 years old? XP Jokes, jokes. XP Subject #15 - Exotic Pets You've heard of people owning pet lions and tigers, even bears! But should we? I'm sure, these animals can be tamed, I'm quite sure. But is it a good idea? X3 I think... if the animal is commonly seen in a zoo, you shouldn't keep it as a pet. These animals need an environment to run around in and be able to stretch. Unless you own a very large plot of land and keep it in a safe place, then sure, go ahead. X3 Why the hell not. But keeping it in like, your house, or your backyard - I find that just rather cruel. Not to mention, cats and dogs - they get violent sometimes, but they're far easier to handle than having a bear mowing down your ass. Smaller exotic pets though... they're nice. X3 I guess pet snakes are sorta on the fence when it comes to 'exotic'. The world hires people to specifically handle rogue snakes! It's not exactly a common household pet. But snakes are nice, they're lazy. XD Animals like these are I'd say okay to keep. But I guess as far as my ideas go, the bigger the animal, the less likely you should be allowed to keep it. XP Size-ism?

Hooray! OT: Forgetful...

Hayfever sucks! Spring is around and my eyes feel like they're cubes. XD It hurts! I also recently found out I almost got run over by a truck when I was 1 year old... Thanks to my older sister. She got me off the road, but I slipped out of her grasp and landed on my head! XD

About to check my rendering in the graphics and design lab. I tried rendering it as an avi file but the quality was SHIT. So I'm rendering a bunch of png frames and I'll just manually put it together.

Aww... Thank you. ^_^ I just have to wait... Do what I can... No need to stress over anything else... Riiiight? I mean, looking at the bright side... X3 I could be in a hospital. I could be suffering from drug addiction. XD But nope. All is niiiice. Er... Have no news yet. I think the worst part about it is all the reminding and the amount of people I get going; "Has he said anything yet?" Like, mmm I dunno, how bout you go fuck yourself? XD Sorry. I've literally had to say "no" to that question 10 times yesterday, and the more I say it, the more it sinks in. So fuck your questions. XP *takes your arm and cuddles it, doesn't let go*

Oh. Dear. You two! I'm rather confuzzled now. X3 *scratches head* I thought it might have been a compliment! But no? Just showing me something? Heh. Well, I don't fancy being compared to a bunch of men. So perhaps this is better off.

I guess so... Hm. I'm sure things are alright. ^_^ I should get some sort of reply by tomorrow... hopefully! If not, I'll wait even longer. :3 I'm patient. I swear! XD I'm so conflicted though. X3 Sleep... means I gotta say goodbye to my friends for the night. But... sleep also means I won't have to wait so long for stuff. And sleep just feels good in general. XP But oh goodness me. ... Hm. *rests the side of my head against our hands* XD There. Now what? EDIT: @Zaraki: Aw. Thank you... I guess I should stick to that title though shouldn't I? Optimistic little shit. But yes, Vappy and I are deep into the hand holding dilemma now. XD Suddenly: Oh hey, it's raining outside. Oh my gosh, I love rain. Rain makes everything better.

- hey, that's not the way to think of yourself, Jeb! *puts his other hand on top of yours* Regards He's actually getting his surgery done in Pittsburgh... so it'll be 7am at the moment. But, even then, that's probably still the time for them to be asleep anyway. Eh... I'm just so paranoid and nervous. I've got his mother's email, but... that's email. The only technological thing she really uses is a computer... in LA. So even if I send an email, God knows when I get a reply. Phone... the only contact I have of them is on Skype, and that's not going to bloody help either because I'm pretty sure they have like, no smartphone. Fudgit. Would the hospital allow to give out information like that? I don't even know what hospital he's in, but I can just do some research. I don't know fucking anything! Dear freaking gosh. YOU WOULD THINK HIS OWN GIRLFRIEND WOULD HAVE ALL THE DETAILS. But NOOOOO. grrrrr *puts my hand on yours* Ha! You're all out of hands. Sucked in.

Aw... I'm just feeling really on edge lately. If I'm not doing work, I'm thinking about work. Even when I'm able to relax for a short while, I'm still finding myself thinking about the negatives... Will he be okay? When will I know what's happened? And it also makes me really pissed. The surgery is surely over by now, but I've heard fuck all. His parents would have known something by now, and they haven't texted me, emailed me, called me, nadda. Is it that hard to inform someone? Really? Doesn't have to be a lot either! Can just be; "He's fine" Or "He's not fine". It's better than freaking nothing. I hate not knowing. But they're so old-fashioned and unable to even write proper English, they're pissing me off. Like, wow, I guess I know where I stand. Not important enough apparently. What should I be doing? Should I be preparing for something? Is he even fucking alive right now? Cause I don't fucking know. It was a risky transplant but everyone around me is so happy that he's getting his surgery done. They have smiles on their faces whilst I'm here, more depressed than a suicidal maniac. And because I don't know shit, I can't help but think; "If he's alright, I'll do this." "If he's not, I'll do this." I have had so much time to think about this, I've literally organized a mental list of people I'll talk to if things go to shit. I've literally been organizing what I'll do with my life without him. And it sucks, but I hate being unprepared, and I hate fucking surprises. No surprise birthday cakes dammit. If I'm getting a birthday cake, I want it to be mud-fucking-chocolate. *squeezes Vappy's hand so hard, might as well have cut off the circulation for a moment there...*

Man, I haven't felt this bad at life in general in ages... X3 I'm just sucking at it, and everyone knows it. I have terrible habits I can't break, I'm underweight, I have 8 units of work to do for my VET course in only a month... and I can't do any of it because my fucking teacher won't respond to my emails, there's a sudden transplant for my boyfriend that has made me and friends worried, and people keep fucking reminding me, then I've got a three minute animation to complete in two weeks, yesterday my phone decided to shit on my parade and stressed me out like nothing else because problems kept appearing one after another, my mind is playing tricks with me to which I think I'm going insane from... I have a VISA I need to somehow get and I have so much shit going on with me. I just want the year to be over already... I don't want to go through any of this. Nothing's working...

My apologies, didn't realize at the time that's what you meant. Disregard my previous comment, please. However, he edited his post - he did spit a harsh word or two at Vapymid. And I ain't putting up with that.

He's not doing anything wrong. You complain about mod leniency, then tell me to let them off. There's no need for harsh comments towards other users. And just because you edited your post, doesn't mean you never said it @RandomGuy.

The thread literally right under this one explains the problem. "Problem uploading avatar." I'm just gonna make this clear for everyone cause I've had WAY too many people report this problem. If people still ask, I will chuck a skitz. XD THE UCP DOESN'T WORK. WE KNOW. It's a little hard to make any progress when we don't even know what's causing the issues. One idea we have that could fix the site will result in massive changes to the forum, and that's annoying. X3 Nobody wants a sudden changed forum.