Jeb_CC

1st word I reread of my paragraph and I see a mistake. XD Lucid dreaming, not future dreaming for the second paragraph. I'm sure you got it. X3 XD That's an awesome dream Daniel. I would love to control the weather. Or really... Anything at all! I just had a dream... I was in a house. I was young. About 8 years old? I was trapped in this house. Kidnapped. Mean people lived there. One especially, a 25 year old female, dark brown hair tied up, tank top, black jeans. She would hiss at me the most. She ends up cutting me each and every day. o.O Till I "learn my place" and sometimes, she'd send me outside and not let me back in for hours. The longest ban was 12 hours. I climbed up on the playground, and me being acrobatic for some reason, climbed out of my confines, onto the clothes line. X3 And then I woke up. Not a nightmare. Just an odd dream about Escape. I've been having them a lot lately.

@Seattle I'm really sorry that you're feeling this way. But I'm glad that you've found something to take your mind off of everything. You're not an alcoholic, but just be careful. ^_^ Vent as much as you have to! @Doublenature I've met my psychologist before... But also not really. It was a social worker. Psychologists were busy. I think my actual psychologist is a female too. So that could help. X3 First time I was there, I was stunned by the amount of information they needed for me to spew out. It did make me a little uneasy, but maybe that was just the first 20 minute nervousness. But thank you! ^_^

I shall see what I can do with it! In the meantime, for my comic that I have NOT forgotten about, I've been practicing my art style. X3 I don't have a definite style and I'm trying to perfect it before I do anything. http://i.imgur.com/qJPoJ9r.png Not my best. But it's practice. And it doesn't look awful. XD So I'll take it. Slighty NSFW sorta-ish? Then again. Kids see this stuff freaking everywhere. No more decency in this world anymore dammit. Forget it. It's "innocent" as fudge, according to society. "Yeah. You're fine. Just show off all of that. All of it wil- EXCEPT THAT SMALL PART. OH NO. HOW DARE YOU. I'M CALLING THE COPS. CENSOR THAT SH*T" I don't get it personally. X3 But whatever. Not my problem. I'll roll with it.

HAHAHHA wut. =.=

I HEREBY CLAIM YOU, REVIVED. X3 I know Portal is an old game now, but I still loving talking about old things. I got Portal 2 on PS3 for my birthday, in May! I was the happiest girl. I played for like... 8 hours, till 2am. X3 I was wondering why I couldn't solve the puzzles. XD I was dead tired. Next day, woke up, beat it. It's on the list of games that I could play forever and ever. Especially since there's the test chamber building. I've made a few, going to post a few links here when I get some time. I've made a new one where you have to Escape the facility, using laser beams to redirect the "power" and figure out how to get to the exit with limited resources. X3 I eventually got Portal 2 on the PC a year after or so. Played through it again. XD Gonna play through it AGAIN right now. Cause I love it and I have some time. Wheatley, here I come!

GLaDOS. Hands down. Amazing character. And out-of-game, amazing voice acting! Her voice really suits the personality.

It's age. They've started getting sick of our sh*t, so they're giving their sh*t back. XD

I have a friend who's mentally ill in many many ways. X3 She gets like, 2 hours of sleep, and complains most of the time. But... I'm literally her only friend so I kinda put up with it. I just be there for her and that makes her happy enough. I don't think it works the same for you though, Seattle. :I Sorry.

Understandably. Fortunately, I've never had a friend who's tried to commit suicide, the bad side is I don't know how to help anyone who has or is going through that experience. :S I'm sorry.

So I'm thinking of putting all my MIDI work into one big zip file, and also making MP3 versions of them to give to people. :3 X3 I don't want to charge money. That's awful. I accept donations though. XD I'm sorry, I'm greedy I know. Once I'm done making it, I'll slap my name on it, call it mine and then post it places. Probably just here cause I'm kind of a loner when it comes to the internet. X3 I see people with like... 10,000 followers. And I'm here like; "Oh look, my boyfriend just followed me! Hooray!" XD I don't know why I expect people to even follow/watch me on social media though. X3 I post f*ck all. My last post was probably in December last year.

I've ALWAYS used Logitech so I kinda had to follow the brand. X3 It's a Logitech USB Headset H40. Judge me all you like. I like it. I'm used to having people judge me for my poor technology choices. X3 Bring it. It's got a smaller USB port so no more bending, it's got a smaller mic but it's better quality than my old one, and my hair won't get freaking stuck in these one. I swear. It's also just more comfortable. I'll keep my old ones though. THey're not ocmpletely broken so I can just give them to my sister or something. X3

Currently feeling fantastic! Went to the hardware store and talked to one of the guys there. He recommended me a really nice headset and I slightly fell in love with it. X3 It's so good. Now, eating, and once I'm home, I'm going to do my homework! I am MOTIVATED DAMMIT.

Okay, where the heck did you guys come from? XD You just "popped" into here. Seatl- fudge trying to spell that, I've seen here before. But Ladeh, re-welcome? X3 I guess I joined in your episode of absense. I'm Jeb, nice to meet you.

Sorta! But it's more like two parents telling me to do two different things, and getting yelled at for not doing what they want. :I I'll be so damn happy when I'm outta here. XD

Alright. Everyone reload the hug train and move to station Seattleite. Got a code red shipment of hugs needed. I'm sorry you're feeling this way. Love is complicated and it does hurt. I don't think she means it though. From what I understand, she may just be angry and tired and stressed, and is blurting out whatever comes to mind. Just be there for her as much as you can. ^_^

I had another future dream experience just yesterday. :3 I dreamt that I was sitting on the couch, playing a specific game, whilst watching a specific movie, my two friends beside me. Then yesterday it came true to the exact point. Feels good to know I have this power. > I think I've had at least 10+ of these dreams before. @Ladeh Future dreaming is HARD. X3 It's not something you can just pick up. I've only done it once, and it was by accident. There's many ways to get into a lucid dreaming state. You either do a reality check, or you force yourself into a dream whilst going to sleep. Every hour or so, do a reality check, press your finger against your hand or count your fingers. If you do it enough, it becomes a habit. And in your dream, if you do it, and realize you have more or less than 10 fingers, you'll realize you're dreaming. Voila. The other way is to go to sleep, wake up at 3am or at least 4 hours before you usually wake up, and begin to relax your muscles as much as possible. Repeatedly think "I'm dreaming." And hopefully, as you fall asleep, it kinda transfers onto your sleep and voila, you wake up lucid dreaming. It's HARD. You gotta have patience. X3

AP! We should play together sometime. X3 Would be fun.

Gonna go get some headphones tomorrow. Meanwhile, is it WRONG for me to be angry by this? :S http://i.imgur.com/HrK0AmR.png Is the stereotypical bible a plain old boring brown paper book? Are we Christians seen as BORING to you? Are we not allowed to have our own f*cking trends? I once had a gorgeous Bible. Every chapter, aaaand... with little devotions and it was just so cute. But ugh. Am I taking this the right way? Am I SEEING this the right way? X3 Cause it's making me angry. *sigh* Deary me. Or perhaps I am really taking this the wrong way and I've just been corrupted by the ever-going war between religious and non-religious.

AP, you're apparently one of those bugs that go crawling inside your skin. XP "*pats in the back*" Pfftsh. Now, now, AP. I'm supposed to be eating YOUR arms, not the other way around. But thank you. Both of you. ^_^ I've been pulling myself together slowly today. I'm going to work today, have a good time and tomorrow I'm going to get my school work DONE. I'm feeling motivated. X3 About time too.

I want to wait for more replies. X3 I know people who are away from the forum that'd usually comment and I do want to find out their opinions. :3 Won't be too long.

Fudgit. I feel bad for taking up so much space on this vent place but God, fuck... My everything is a mess. I physically and emotionally hurt from so many things. I have school work, work stress, relationship faults, health issues. Everything is out to get me and all I can do is cry about it.

Gonna get ready for work....Yawn...

On the topic of computers... sorta. I need new headphones. X3 What do you guys recommend? The ones I have are good quality. But I swear, they weren't made for my gender. I kid you not. My long hair gets stuck in them every time I try to take them off. Once, my hair was so stuck in it, that the left side of my headphones SNAPPED and its just loosely hanging there now. It goes off a USB port which has been freaking bent so hard because it's hooked up to a laptop, and laptops were designed to be carried everywhere. These headphones were not. And I also think the wiring is broken cause it cuts out if I move it too much. I'm really pissed off. I just need headphones that I can take with me, and that has a microphone on it. X3 That's all I need. I don't need this shit. Preferably cheap. Something small, compact, headphones. I want to refrain from ordering online though cause that means I have to wait to get them. I use my laptop a LOT and I REALLY need headphones.

You'll have to ask my merciful personality if she'd like that. She can be very... annoying sometimes. You do NOT want to see what happens when my selfish and merciful side try to fight it out. X3 Oh geez no. It's a mess.

It's my favorite because it's freaking funny, and it relates to my dark sense of humor. X3 "Hey, you sing something." "Noo... I'm no good at that." "Oh c'mooon... sing something!" "I don't think that's such a-" "sing. Sing. SING!!!!!" "OKAY! CHRIST! ... Let me think... Oh, okay. I have one. Do you know; "I've been working on the railroad?" "Yeah." "All right, well you start it off, and I'll sing... every other line." "Okay." Iiii've been working on the raaiiilroad! Every pointless day! Iiii've been working on the raaiiilroad! Whilst my life gets pissed away! Caaan't you hear the whistle blooowing? Shatter my dreams in the morn! Caaan't you hear the captain shouting? Wish I was never born! "Okay. Stop."