Jeb_CC

Psychotic, if that's how the world works, then protests would never work. XP The right amount of repetition means everything. I'm happy with getting a butt load of the same thing, as long as it's not all negative. ._.

Aw. Ya'll are both sweet and kind. The problem is, if I moved away from home, what education would I have? How would I get a good career later on in life? It's so difficult. Waiting is haaard.

Now that I'm no longer bawling my eyes out and I can actually breathe without my whole body hurting, I shall rant, a lot... I got a chipped tooth yesterday. I've had them before. Only on the one tooth though strangely enough. Fortunately though, same tooth. Less problems to deal with. However, when they're chipped, they leave my tooth really sharp, and it hurts to talk, eat, swallow, drink. It's just downright painful but it only lasts a few days. I just wait out the few days because the sharpness usually dulls over time. So at the end of the day, I just shrug it off until there's a time where my parents can afford for me to go to the dentist. This time, I decided to tell my Dad, since I think I'm finally over my hatred and fear of the dentist. Well. I've been fearing the wrong person all this time apparently. I told my dad; "I have a chipped tooth. In my bad tooth. It's sharp and it hurts. It's the tooth the dentist was going to fix in the next few weeks." And when I thought that maybe he'd bring the dentist appointment to a closer date... he just... starts yelling at me. He swears at me and verbally abuses me, complaining how I never look after myself. I told him I'd been brushing but then he blames it on the food. He says I don't eat anything they serve me, but I do... I don't entirely depend on myself for food. He just kept going on and I started to cry. I cried and cried until my belly, sides and heart ached everytime I breathed in. Combine that with ragged breathing and panting and I was standing in agony, not allowed to say anything or leave. My dad yelled at me and said that I was a failure at looking after myself. And then finally after 20 long minutes of pain, he comes up to me and hugs me, as if everything was fine. I wanted to run off but I knew if I did, he'd probably slap me or yell at me more. He finally let me go to my bedroom and I immediately called my boyfriend on Skype so I could cry and cry until his sweet soothing voice would hush me back to the safety of his company. I don't know what to do... My parents complain I don't talk to them a lot. Whenever I open my mouth, they have a reason to scold me. They wonder why I'm so quiet and introverted. Just... fuck me. I'm scared, hopeless and apparently a failure, and the only thing keeping me sane is my boyfriend. I took a chance of telling my dad something, and fuck, I learnt to never do it again.

Feeling annoyed because I hate Mondays. I have nothing but classes on today. No Freetime. :I Was supposed to have an appointment to the psychologist's today but I have no transportation. Parents like to dump responsibility on me. Ughh... I don't want classes all day. I want to stay home and do work here instead.

I've realised they can't actually do anything to you if you're out of seas of the country. X3 I talk a lot to my boyfriend on Skype, both texting and calling, and we do a lot of... Relationship stuff. Fun stuff without the dirty part. XD But uh, Parents got a call from Child Protecction Services saying that there was somebody who was stalking me. Turns out it was my boyfriend who was my 'stalker' (they figured he's 3 years older than me, woooaahh... such an age gap. /sarcasm/). We are being watched, but they're too dumb enough to realise what's really going on. Too many people to keep track of. I don't really care. X3 It doesn't effect me. I'm not doing anything illegal. And if they have to call CPS from another country to do anything, and CPS require permission from us, then they really have no power. It's so easy to just say; "What? I Never did that." *clears history and shows* "You must have the wrong person." Because the people who record you aren't allowed to give out the information that they record. Sooo, yeah. But... Google Hangouts would work actually. It does everything that Skype does, just in a weirder look. XP We can link profiles too. https://plus.google.com/u/0/+JasmineBeetonTheCharr/posts

Good job! X3 I was thinking of buying the game, but I just feel like waiting for a bit. It IS in alpha isn't it? Or is it beta? Can't remember. Recently played: Prison Architect.

I got this from a while ago. :3 Not sure if I've already posted it here or not. X3 This is me playing without the MIDI hooked up, so you can hear my fingers smashing against the keyboard. XD This is an oooold song. From the first piano tutorial book I'd ever gotten, aaaall the way back in Grade 4. What... 6-7 years ago? X3 I remember I was barely able to play this song, it was difficult. But now I can play it + the duet. XD I'm playing 3 different lines in one. Hooray! I've improved so much, it's incredible. https://drive.google.com/file/d/0BzAV8CDkuPvbTldNTUJyM1F2RVU/view?usp=sharing

Very nice! Makes me want to record some of my piano songs with like, proper MIDI cable hooked up and all. X3

:3 Okay. Everbody who wants to be included, post the time ranges when you're available, and your SKype username. I'm going to collect the data and see what time is good for all of us!

XD Nice Binky. Gave me a few good laughs. My advice: If you're gonna have music, try to not have music with lyrics when you're talking. :3 The music is nice but it can be hard to hear someone when another person is trying to talk over you. XP I love your sense of humour though.

I agree with the YouTube comments. Let's all start a cult. Ross is the leader and we're the followers. All hail The Almighty Ross!

Here, you can post your vlogs and blogs (or... read other people's vlogs and blogs!) :3 Communication is fun, and I didn't want to flood the General Chat with discussion about vlogs, so here it is. X3 I shall start! (Note, this isn't the place for you to rant or discuss topics, this is just PURELY the place where you talk about your life and what's been happening. X3) I am nervous as FUDGEBALLS in this. X3 I don't usually record myself. Like... ever. Not even on my phone which I take with me everywhere. I am not a normal teenager that constantly takes photos of themselves. I won't lie, I am so shy in this video. But I'm being me! I'm using my normal sense of humour, accent and stories. This is purely me, just a little shy. You can tell by my constant twitching. Video length: 11:20

Hehe. I cleaned out my room once, REALLY cleaned it out, and I ended up finding things that gave me a butt load of flashbacks or memories, and I'd just be sitting on my room floor, deeply thinking about my life. XD My parents would walk in and go; "Wat da fudge are ya doin'?" I'm still a child but I still have things that remind me of how cool it was to not have any responsibilities. XP

Hell yeah! That'd be friggin' awesome!!!!! *squeals in excitement* X3 Sorry. I use Skype 24/7. I love hanging out with my friends. As far as I can tell, Vappy isn't into Skyping and stuff. So I don't think he'd be able to join us. But I'm definitely in!!

Who's interested in watching a random vlog of mine? X3 I'm posting vlogs becaaaause... I have relatives in different places that I know would like to see what I've been doing and what's been happening. And I'm Australian. So I have a weird as accent, especially when I say "Awesome" for some reason. It's mainly an offer to BTG, Binky and Vappy cause they're the people I mostly talk to. XP And it's good to communicate in different ways. Fun as well!

I don't like trying new things so no. X3 Closest thing I ever get is when someone offers me food and I'll be like; "Free food? Hell yeah!" And that's my only reason for trying something new.

Changing Avatar is apparently a vital asset to the forum community. According to patterns, trends and graphs, I've analysed that without avatar changing, there will be approximately a riot in a week or so if the issue isn't resolved. X3 I'm joking. Just a minor issue but still an issue. Please fix!

Binky the bundle of rice in soup. XP I think humans by nature, just tend to assume things. Heck, back then, some of us thought that were was just a simple end to the world, and we'd just fall off and die. XD That's what they honestly believed to be true. That was their truth and no one could tell them otherwise. Also, Binky, is your Avatar different because I'm seeing all these words I haven't recognized before. XD Maybe I'm just looking at the gif all at the wrong times.

If someone is depressed, they should just go tell someone. Please, for the love of God. You're not hurting just yourself, but the people around you. I have a depressed friend who can make my life miserable, because she'll just share her sadness to me, and express nothing but disappointment and her miserable life. Yes. I would like to help you, but no, I don't want to hear it 24/7. That's what therapists are for. XD Go bicker with them instead.

And the problem is, people are judged for what they believe is truth. When their natural reaction was just to listen and learn from what they're told. (Sorry for putting religion into this) I grew up in a Christian home, read the Bible. I see it as just 'truth' because I've read it and taken in into detail so many times. Atheists however, are very quick to judge, because they just either... haven't read it themselves, or are too caught up in their truths. None of us are wrong. But the sad thing is people see 'no-truth' as wrong. :I

Ooh. Loooove. > Tell her how you feel. And then tell me what happened. I love it when people are in love. X3 It's so cute and adorable.

It was a very poor example. XD I'm sorry. A better one would be reading from a text book, and it telling you false information, but you read it and think it as truth because... X3 It's a book. It's supposed to be 100% knowledge and fact (Unless it's a parody/joke/nonfictional book).

Sorry I haven't posted a new topic in ages. X3 Been caught up with stuff. Subject #4 - What is truth? X3 Odd topic. I know. And don't give me an answer from Google dammit. XD I've been discussing this in my Christian Living class, and half of it isn't even related to religion. Basically, I see truth as a very personal thing. What's true to me, may not be true to you. But it still is... truth. Say for example... Binky and Vappy started gossiping about BTG being a bitch or something, XD I dunno. Binky says; "BTG called me rice." (Best insult ever) Vappy is shocked! "That's awful! How dare he call you rice!" For Binky and Vappy, their truth is; BTG made an insult. Little did they know that BTG meant 'nice'. Not 'rice'. X3 But because they were misinformed, Binky and Vappy see nothing but truth. Their mind is just so hardwired into thinking; "Truth". They're not terrible for thinking it. They don't deserve harsh judgement for it. They just misheard. But it's their truth, what they believe is true. And I'm not talking about 'right' or 'wrong'. Everyone has their own opinions. Right isn't truth. Sorry if this is a confusing topic.

Ughhh... I'm so fucking tired. At school at 7am with mum on my back trying to make me eat breakfast. I hate breakfast. It's the worst meal of the day, and so many people agree with me. The last thing I want to be doing when tired is eating. I'd rather study hard than eat in the morning. Mum's actually starting to bribe me now. Saying she won't let me go to America if I don't eat. Freaking hell. She acts like I don't want to gain weight. Like I want to be unhealthy forever. Whatever. As soon as she's out of the house, I have a fucking feast. Chocolate, chocolate and more chocolate. But variants of it. X3 Like desert, and hot cross buns. I know it's unhealthy, but I've gained a kilo from feasting on the stuff. I also dislike a lot of healthy food, including cereals. So you know. Toast is the only acceptable thing.

:3 They'll be connected up via... uh... what do you call them... X3 Crap. I don't know. XD I know they'll be connected to the body. X3 And sure, concerning the body shape, they'll easily be able to retract and snuggle in all cozy like with the body. I still have a lot more to add. I gotta add a cockpit, engines, vents, etc, etc. :3 All good though, modelling is quite fun and decent. I stayed back at school and modelled for about another 2 hours after my class. XP Mum just took me home at 5pm.