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BTG's post is 80% fetus. >w< Good points. Is there ever a case where a mother has had to abort their baby because of a safety concern regarding the mother? Cause I dunno. Also regarding what Fetuses can do, do they have the capacity to remember things? Sure they can move, but do they have the mental needs to be able to think and remember?

All very good points. :3 I'm not sure if something that tiny in a woman really is human or not, if it's murder or not. X3 Of course, it's living, but every organism is living. And I don't think the baby would care that much because like, it doesn't have the functions to even think about it. But yeah, education is quite important. It's just sad when a woman is raped and it results in pregnancy.

I've been contemplating whether to make this post or not. If it doesn't succeed, ah well. At least I gave it a go. Basically, what I'll do, is I'll write a subject title such as; "Abortion" or "Aliens" and we can all discuss what we think of it. :3 To reduce anger, frustration and fights, I'm going to purposely avoid subjects that involve religion, and theories such as Evolution. I don't want hate and judgement to ruin this. X3 I just feel like as human beings, it's important to learn. And by discussing our opinions, we can know more about each other and also learn new things. Once people stop commenting towards a subject, I'll change it. Simple as that! And to whoever comments on this post, please respect each other's opinions. :3 Thank you. Now, let's see how this goes. Contents: Subject #1: Abortion My opinion: Unacceptable unless for a good reason. Such as; health issues, mother cannot financially take care of baby at all (homeless almost), smoker/alcoholic, has a transferable disease. My boyfriend has a disease/condition thing. I don't want children, but if I were to fall accidentally pregnant one day, I would choose abortion. Not because I don't want it, but because I'm afraid it won't be up to good health. I'd hate to bring someone to the world who is deathly sick and requires treatment 24/7. I hate seeing people suffer. I don't think; 'it's a woman's body' is a good reason at all either. It's not just your body. Emotionally you share it with all of your friends/family/close ones. And women who say that, you realize fathers are a thing right? Really, I see it as sort of selfish when a woman says; "it's my body" but I won't attack someone if they choose that path. X3 I can even take this into a religious context but I won't, to avoid judgement. But yeah. That's my opinion. Yours? :3

Feeling full, about to hang out with my boyfriend. <3

Everyone has different opinions and ways of going about things. That's why averages are so important. :3 No one is the same. I can say I agree to the theory though. X3 Ages ago, I was told that somebody liked me. I didn't like them back, but it was still exciting. It was stupid. XD When my boyfriend today confessed to me, I didn't even think about it. I just went; "Sure!" Guys though. I tried asking a guy out once, he just glared at me and walked away. :I

X3 Heh, I'm practicing facial expressions. This is me when I don't have chocolate. But I do, so it's all good. :3

Hey! Guys! Guess what I got! It's going to help me with my art SO MUCH. It's one of those Sketchy Mannequin Doll things. XD I honestly don't know what they're called. But it's amazing. And have me too cause why not. X3 Find: - A bottle of Massage Oil - A ring - A glass cup

So... I drew this! Haven't drawn in a while. X3 Practicing Anime sort of style. Hehe, that rhymes.

Chilling out at the bay.

I know it's not New Years but I'm thinking of making the decision to stay committed to being fit. Go for more walks, get out of the house. I've been walking for a while now, went from my home to the bay. Nice and relaxing. Feels good.

Saying F it to School today. X3 After last night's episode, I'm craving KFC like you wouldn't BELIEVE. I only have one class on today anyway, and it's Christian Living. X3 Which doesn't count towards any grade. It's just for Christian environment education purposes. But today, I'm going to go walking today. To KFC, then maybe further!

"I just saw my friend get jumped. He probably needs my help! .... I'm thirsty." I love Dream logic. XD

Ughhh... Gaining weight is so hard. Mum and Dad are so damn unreliable, I haven't eaten since lunch, and I have no dinner, or breakfast. I'm going to lose like, 2 fucking kilograms because my parents decided to go out, delay their time, and come back late, when all the shops are closed, and there's nothing in the house to eat. Fuck them. They get food, but I get to starve? And I'm Anorexic? Fuck. Every week, all the weight I gain just gets stripped off of me because of stupid stuff like this. If I skip two meals, I can say goodbye to my weight. I lose it so quickly.

Not sure if I should be happy, or sad about this. X3 Both? I think I've been whistled at before, but they were in a car, and they drove off pretty quick. So I dunno.

Sounds good! Thanks, Chef BTG. X3 The weirdest thing happened earlier though. I was at HJ's (Fast Food restaurant), waiting to be served. There were two 12 year old looking boys waiting for their meal. The kind of boys that are chubby and immature. But not fat. Anyway, one asks me; "Do you know [name]?" "No." I answer honestly. "Really? Are you sure?" "Nope." ".......are you single, ready to mingle?" I had to fight the urge to laugh loudly, I just glared and in a stern voice said; "No." Then they got their meals and left. This is the first time I've been hit on. X3 And I was in my KFC uniform at the time. So weird.

I'm slightly going insane. Sitting in the common room, nice and quiet, then someone takes out a packet of chips and starts eating. God. It makes me so fucking angry. I hate the sounds of eating so much. Hearing jaws click, teeth grit, tongues slurp. It's so ergh, and it makes me legit want to punch someone or leave the room. When my BF eats over Skype, I have to have him muted or I have to take my headphones off, because I just can't stand it. It's only eating noises I have an issue with. Not sure why it pisses me off so much.

Thanks! I won't be able to do much work on the composition yet though since I have work tonight. But I'll get this downloaded and give it a whirl later :3 Cheers. (Also, you can be my MIDI buddy if you want. It even suits your name. XP)

What program do you use to edit the MIDI stuff? I notice some strange notes not playing when they should be, and these instruments for some reason are not found easily on my program. I use MuseScore which is purely working off of sheet music. X3 I've gone into the zip file, ranked the files to which ones I like the best and labelled appropriately. Will go and edit it. :3 Also nice work on the drums. I'll edit this post with the new midi once I'm done.

Dream 24/2/2015 I was in TF2. A Pyro. :3 Playing against the red town. I was jumping around on a weirdly angled staircase. XP When I heard a sentry nearby. I looked around, went up an down, till on the ground level I found the level 1 sentry. I managed to get myself into a safe position, where I could start flamehthrowing the sentry and not get hit. It was eventually destroyed, just as my ammo ran out. Then I got an idea. I would go to the shop nearby and get a level 3 sentry. I'd trick the engineer by saying "I'm friendly" before giving him the rigged level 3 sentry. It was perfect and devious. I bought one and went back to the familiar map area, the crooked staircase. The map was very dusty, almost canyon like. There was a large ditch in the ground where establushments were placed, wooden structures and man made objects. Then there would be several branching paths, each path would be equally dirty and Bella dusty. I approached the spot where I last saw the engineer. I could hear him talking; "Hey scout, check this out. A level 3 sentry. Ain't it great?" Crap. He got one for himself? Then I have no use for this! I threw the level 3 sentry item away. I went back to base in a slump, knowing no way I'd be able to compete against a level 3 sentry on my own. As I went, I saw a suspicious team member of mine. I slowly approached. He looked at me and laughed. "Look." He held up his mask to reveal another mask. X3 It was just a friendly spy doing a real good job at being disguised. I was even confused. I decided to join his little mission. I switched to the Spy class and disguised myself. Together we talked down one of the dusty paths. It was longer than we had imagined. But we knew it lead to the red base. After a few minutes of walking, we finally made it. A rickety old rectangular shed stood in a small ditch. It had "Red" written on it. We casually walked in, managing to convince everyone inside that we were on their side. From the crowd, stood out three members. A scout, and two heavies. The two heavies, were onto us. They knew something was up. We didn't stick around for long. Me accompanying my friendly spy, I walked with him out of the ditch, to continue onto the trail. We were suddenly greeted by the red scout who caught up to us in no time. "Wait! I want to go with you." "Sure!" I agreed. "Don't see why not." We got to another ditch, this one had another shed, but it was inaccessible, rickety and poorly built. We looked up to the sky, it had darkened. We could see inside the shed through a small window. To our horror, there were corpses, combine desks and weapons covered in blood. (Now linking to HL) "Oh dear." I mutter. An audio tape starts to randomly play; "I don't know how long I can stay here. The citadel walls continue to cause havoc and destruction. If it gets any closer, I'll have to leave my home." We look up at the sky, the citadel towering over, reaching to the sky, dark clouds glooming over. We shook off the grim scene and continued down to a small house. "The spies!" We heard. The two heavies were charging towards us from behind. "Hide!" I exclaim. The scout was very confused, but insisitedon following us as we took refuge in the house. My friend spy almost got caught, but I managed to lock ourselves into a safe room. Sorta. The two heavies managed to break in, revealing my friend spy and unfortunately beating the hell out of him. :I They looked over to me and smiled, picking me up and taking me to their base. I was put in a small cage in the corner. As I "slept" I listened in. "Ugh. Why is this happening to me?" Scout sighs. "What is it?" Heavy asks as he munches a sandvich "I love her. But she was a spy. I'm in love with a Blu." He groans. "Don't worry. You can get over it." Huh, so scout had a crush on me. How sweet. Dream over. X3 That was longer than expected.

Rarity may be able to try just lifting a few weights, a few dumbbells even. Something he can do on the spot. :3 As for me, guess I'm stuffed. XD Which is terrible cause the parents keep telling me off for not gaining weight. I have a very tiny stomach. It's hard to eat anything big. :S The average restaurant sized meal, I think I'd eat only a 1/4 of. If I'm lucky, a half. And yeah, good thing I don't have the disorder. I'm just usually afraid of saying I have anorexia cause people usually link it to the disorder, and I would no way in hell start starving myself, just to look "better". I'm fabulous. XD I don't need to look any better.

Hey Rarity, we're in the same boat. People are always jealous of my body. Truth is, I'm anorexic and terribly underweight. X3 No matter how much I eat, nothing makes me gain weight. Even if I ate junk food for a whole day, I wouldn't even need to take a 1 minute jog. There's just no weight or fat on me. At least I don't look as anorexic as SOME girls who are literally starving themselves to look "pretty". Also, I'm 92.6 pounds. X3

I have a small list of songs I listen to on a YouTube playlist. I almost never listen to music on my phone. X3 I never really liked listening to music, despite being a musician. I only listened to the creations I made. Then one day, my (now) enemy gave me a song to listen to. Aaaand I was hooked. Electro Swing, the only music genre I'll pleasantly listen to. X3 It's got the classics, mixed in with good new technology, completely missing out the terrible pop songs we have today. Yay. (Sorry if I offended anybody). I just hate how it was my enemy who sparked my love for this music. This one song only gives me memories of fear, hatred and revenge because it links to this enemy of mine. I STILL haven't forgiven her/him. But that's another story! :3

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Haha BTG, so... funny... XD Anyway, I'm making a new song but I might need your help Vap. The problem with my software is that it has bugger all sounds. X3 I need a bass track, and a drum track. I won't bother with the drums, cause I suck at trying to make a good drum beat. The song I'm making is going of a techno sort of feel, so the treble track needs to be something that stands out. We also might need a better sounding bass, cause this one is very dull. It works for fading the volume, but when it's full blast, it's very very dull and weak. But yeah, this is the main 'chorus' (If you'd like to call it that) of the song. I'm going to add more but I just wanted to get instruments out of the way first. X3 Dash To It.zip

*GASP* RARITY. YOU'RE GORGEOUS. X3 Don't say terrible things like that. I especially like your hair. :3