Jeb_CC

Going to school. Full day of classes ahead!

Dammit Rarity. That's okay. X3 Took me 10 minutes to figure out how to turn it on. Also; hey guys, if you were a fictional character, what would you be like? I'd be a super sexy seductive female villain. X3 Yeah. And I'd have the power to bend people to my control. (My character is not a rapist, I swear)

But I don't have any more! >W< My dream ended there. If I could continue it in a dream, I would.

Sure. X3 You can make the thread, and I'll add my vote.

I dibs being the massive fluffy tiger. >W<

I want to hug everybody here. X3 I've been on other forums but nothing has matched this. Mainly because 1. I get along with guys more than girls. 2. I get along with people older than me. XP One forum had too many girls, the other too many 10 year olds. But this. This is perfect. <3

Hey guys, what's your favourite key? :3 Mine is either A Minor or D minor. Gorgeous keys. I LOVE minor keys. XD

Vapymid's right. I've had my share of "seeking revenge against inanimate objects" and all i'd get would be a broken hand (and a hole in my closet door). Anyway, like Vapymid said "Make your unhappiness known". Talk to some friends, vent it all out here in this thread. it'll make you feel better, at least a bit. I guess it's my turn to vent. I'm just SO FUCKING TIRED this week. I had to squeeze as much schoolwork as i can before i leave for a 4-day school tour. I stayed up until 2am for the past few days just to finish some slideshow reports for my subjects, and make instrumental mix for a broadway review show for a school play. All this, just so i won't have to worry too much during my upcoming school tour. I still got stuff to do, but i thought i'd post a bit here because i just miss visiting this forum. *pats back* There, there AP. :3 You'll be all good in no time. You'll have soooo much time to relax soon! Once you get all the busies out of the way, treat yourself! >w<

Okay. I had a dream. I get them a lot. But this one is different... Not only did it actually tell a story, a good one at that, but I feel like it means something. A big whole metaphor, or like another story. I can't shake my feeling off. And when I woke up, whilst replaying it in my head, I couldn't help but also play one of my compositions as I retraced my dream. Please, if you want, listen to it whilst you read the following. It's so strange and I swear my dream means something important. I just can't grasp onto what. Yes it's a dream. Weird stuff will happen, but this is the first dream where a story has actually taken place from start to finish. (Oh God, I only realised now that my composition I called is; "Dreaming", and it was the song that I thought of when I woke up. Guys, I'm so creeped out. I haven't listened to this song in ages, why did it just randomly pop up? >_<) Dreaming.zip

XD Geez. Here's my funny, I was playing Town of Salem, basically to understand, WW means Werewolf. X3 We gotta kill those. And this basically came up. (I'm Mince) That, and there was this one unlucky guy in the lobby. Convo went like this basically; (but not exactly) Guy 1: I hate this host! Pick other roles! Repick! Guy 2: Calm down... Guy 1: NO. THIS IS FUCKING RIDICULOUS. REPICK. Guy 2: If you don't like it, then just leave the lobby! Guy 1 leaves the lobby. Guy 2: Wow that actually worked. Guy 3: XD Haha, he left. Guy 1 joins the same lobby accidentally. Guy 3: Oh. Guy 2: Didn't last long. Guy 1: FUCK I'M BACK HERE AGAIN!? Guy 3: Just leave again! Guy 1: SHUT UP OR I'LL SHOVE THIS TOAST SO FAR UP YOUR ASS.

Thank you all. ^_^ You're all such amazing people. I've never met such a friendlier bunch on the internet before. XP This indeed is an awesome forum.

Thanks man.

Another Vent. I reeeally hate my parents. To the point, where if they died, the only thing I'd be concerned about is money. I'm not even kidding. They say they're the most loving parents in the world, they say that they're better and more forgiving than all the other parents. But I call absolute bullsnot. I agree, I have troubles looking after myself. I don't eat a lot (Mainly because I'm really fussy with what I eat), I don't brush my teeth every single day (I'm forgetful), and I don't shower a lot. (I hate water so much, unless I'm swimming in it). But... I just hate being cornered in my room, being yelled at, being spat at, saying I suck at things, saying I don't care about myself. I get good grades, I have a job, I'm a friendly person with awesome friends. But none of this seems to make any difference to my parents. If it wasn't for my friends, I would have killed myself long ago. Or hell, killed my parents. You usually don't see that one on the headlines do you. *sighs* I had a shower, once I got out, dad started growling from the hallway. He told me to look decent. I said; "okay!" So I started putting my clothes on. "Hurry up!" He shouts. "I am!" I yell back, giving up on the rest, just pants on and a towel around me. He comes in, complaining I didn't have a shower, saying I just dunked my head in the sink or something to make my hair look wet. He then goes on to accuse me of every other thing I can't do. "Do you think I'm treating you unfairly?" "No." ...I always have to say no. I always have to lie, because if I don't, I might get slapped, or he'll growl even louder. Fuck, now I'm crying again. He told me to go shower again. I didn't. I left the tap running so he couldn't hear me emptying out all the bottles of shampoo and conditioner. If I go down, everyone else will go down with me. I don't care about them. I'd rather be homeless than live here. I'm only here for the free education and internet. About 50% of my weight comes from the food that I buy for myself. I just, I want to give up. But I can't.

Thanks a lot, talking Taco. :3 Don't worry. Our relationship is more than that. I've committed to keeping him safe and healthy. If he's not my boyfriend, then he's a brother to me. It sounds weird I know, but all I want is for him to be happy and safe. I'll keep an eye out though. I know a lot of my friends are concerned he's like, secretly a rapist or some crazy snot. X3 And I know this is sort of; 'yeah right' but he's honestly not terrible. I've seen him in all sorts of scenarios. I've even talked to his parents. But I think meeting him this year will be the icing on the cake to confirm. :3

Look what I did guys! Also, guys, I need your help understanding something. I need to plan in advance, make sure I don't miss a THING. In less than a year, I'm visiting America, California (if any of you live there, we should totally meet up at one point!), LA. I'm going there for a visit. :3 A month visit I think. Then I'm coming back, and in another year's time or so, I'm going back again to live forever, using a Fiance VISA to get there. I just need to have a list of things to do to get my Fiance VISA. Do any of you have experience with VISAs? I've found a few good sites for the requirements and things I need to do. But I just want to make sure I plan it out puurrrfectly.

X3 hehe. Aw. Binky... You're making me feel sad. Love can be amazing. And then it can be a total douche. Sometimes it's better to not have loved at all. You know what, I fear this every single day! You know why? Cause my boyfriend has a fatal condition, and he could die ANY day. He was supposed to not live. There was 20% chance of him living. I shouldn't be in love with someone who can just crumble and cause me to collapse with them, but I do it anyway. Cause love is stupid. XD At least you have some friends here Binky. X3 Friends are good too! They're very supporting. And less arguments. But no cuddles. Sorry.

^_^ Hope you get better BTG! Currently chilling with my boyfriend. :3

Trying to get out of bed for school. But it's soooo comfy!!

X3 Heh. When I create music, I usually don't use a lot of instruments. XD The only instruments I've used; Piano, drum kit, bass. XP I'm not really an experimenter. But nice!

Both wood and wire, and walking along it. X3

Just climbed across this. X3 http://i.imgur.com/vG7AIuBh.jpg

I think that's what brings us all together here. One time, my friend was introducing me to a new person. I greeted them by jokingly saying; " Ah! The specimen had arrived! Time to eat your soul." I found out later that she was LEGIT scared of me because I threatened to eat her soul. X3 She ACTUALLY thought I was going to hurt her.

https://docs.google.com/file/d/0BzAV8CDkuPvbbTd0Q0dOcl9meWc/edit?usp=docslist_api Try this. :3

I love how everyone here seems to take on a different looking version of Ross. XD I'm the female version of him, Rarity is... very similar. Srake is alike but with different face characteristics.

It could be you see him as a close friend as well... That is if you would consider that to be something you would do with a close friend. Could beeee. X3 Sure. I'll go with that. I really look up to Ross. He has the same cynical sense of humour as me. The type of humour you'd be shot at for. The type of humour that strangers look at and go; "what is wrong with you".