Jeb_CC

Guys, I'm stressing out so badly right now. To the point of tears, dammit. I had all my work done, then suddenly... Monday, today, no study lines at school, 3 assignments set in the one day, and two more because I didn't KNOW they were homework assignments. You see, I asked the teacher VERY clearly; "Do you expect me to write all of these questions?" "No. Just think about it." She says. Then this week, she's expecting like, 3 pages of fucking written work, due on Wednesday. But oh no. It doesn't end. I worked 6 hours tonight. No room for homework. I've eaten 2 packet of chips today and that's it. I don't even feel hungry, I'm that stressed. Then tomorrow, I have a fucking dentist appointment. Why? Apparently I'm getting a tooth pulled out. So no more food till tomorrow dinner. If I don't reply to this, assume I fucking starved to death. But yeah, pulled out tooth = pain, blood loss. I'm already on my period (girl), so... Blood loss + blood loss + no food + stress. Hmmmmmmmm...

I don't mow the lawn. X3 I don't have time. I don't want to. I am a woman. I clean, cook and... I don't do any of those. I'm a lazy bastard. (Not being sexist. A LOT of women clean and cook, should just be a usual thing. Not feminist material)

Dreading the day. My homework has piled up and I literally have no time to do any of it. No study lines today, and I have work straight after school till 9pm, which is when I'm asleep. :I

Another vent, sorry. X3 I just really dislike how people can't get used to religion. Religion has been around for decades, centuries, millenniums even, but atheists still continue to shit on our parade. "You believe in religion? You must be retarded." Really? Cause your big bang theory is way fucking better, your random explosion happening from nothing. I can believe that evolution is real, and I've also seen real life miracles happen from God. So I'm very much on the fence with it all. But I still call myself a Christian. It's just ridiculous though. Atheists should either deal with religion being a thing, or get lost. Technically Atheism is a religion itself anyway. Religion is to believe in something. If you believe in nothing, then surely it's still a religion. Just, anti-religion in a way. X3 I just wish people would understand the concept of beliefs and opinions. *sigh*

Heading to work! It's going to be a real hot summer's day.

I feel so... disheartened. That's the only way I can explain it. I've been doing stuff I wouldn't normally do. Watch TV, actually read Tumblr. And gosh, I don't know what to say. People getting piss drunk, ruining everyone else's lives around them permanently. Then just people bashing each other. All I could do was just sit down and cry because of how awful the human race is. For most of my life, I've aimed to be peaceful, respectful and understanding. I don't know how well I've done, but... I want to be all of those characteristics so I can make people feel good. And watching TV, and reading Tumblr articles just ruins my day, it makes me sick and makes me feel revolted. One person does a good thing, and everyone goes; "Oh really? Well you could have done better!" I remember one day, I was six years old, I didn't have enough money for the toy I wanted, and a lady behind me gave me the extra $1 I needed. It was only $1, and I don't know why, but it was the happiest moment I had. And probably still to this day. I don't know why it stands out for me so much, but I just can only sit here and cry, and hope that humanity doesn't get worse. God I can't wait for heaven.

Very very nice! :3

I use MuseScore which is a free program. :3 You CAN record midi, but I actually just write my songs down on the sheet music. There you can set the instruments, volume, etc, etc. Then I just compile it into a midi file, throw it onto Synthesia and done.

My latest creation. :3 X3 I get so un-creative when it comes to titles. But the music sounds so freaking addicting and catchy. It's stuck in my head. If it were to be implemented into something, what would it be? A game? Movie? If so, where?

Oh, a plane crash. Oh, another. Why are they all Asian? It's quite concerning. :I http://www.theguardian.com/world/live/2015/feb/04/transasia-plane-crash-lands-in-taiwan-river-rolling-coverage There's this, which is the TransAsia plane crashing. No racism or offense towards Asians or their companies, but it's just quite concerning. Especially since my boyfriend may be getting on a flight to go to Thailand in March. @_@ I don't want him to go. I want him to stay. I would pay him $500 to stay. Or $1000. I don't care, I just don't want to lose him. What do you guys think of all these recent plane crashes?

Hehe. I've never been a skirts or dress kind of girl. Last year I only wore a dress once. X3 So, for school, I wear my black long pants. Let's me have a lot of freedom. No skirts? I can do freaking gymnastics wherever I want, not afraid of wind, no need to shave till my legs are spotless. X3 Ah. Pants life is good. I don't get beauty. Or makeup. I've never used makeup either.

I made this; Futurama FTW. I am also currently trying out Killing Floor with my boyfriend for the first time. X3 It's apparently like Left 4 Dead. We'll see.

Oh geez. I have amazing managers where I work. :3 We're free to joke around, I mean we occasionally get told off for not doing work, but that's my fault. XP I'm the one who got distracted. But yeah, my managers are carefree, (in the good sort of way), and just really nice people! My work is a really nice place! :3 Usually you get annoying coworkers or bossy managers, but where I work, it's just so nice! So lucky!

A cookie for BTG! That is a Nexus 5. :3 Handy little phone. Works like a treat. Nice battery life, big screen, I've had it for a year now. Still serves me fine. Thanks Android for making my life easier. What about school uniforms? X3

I have this weird type of dreaming where sometimes, I dream of a real life situation, but only for a few seconds. In maybe a few months, the dream literally comes to life, and I reanact my dream. X3 It's creepy but it's like, magic. XD Believe of it what you will. I just tend to have crazy dreams like that sometimes. Future seeing dreaming I guess.

Gosh damn, you're all so good looking! @_@ :3 A lovely good-looking bunch of .. men. X3 Aw, I'm so lonely. There's HLPrincess, but she seems to hide under a rock a lot so. Guess it's just me! XP Also, me in my work uniform, and showing off something I can weirdly do with my legs. Thanks to my boyfriend for the pic. Aaaand, for funsies, spot... - My weird block Steve from Minecraft. - My Toblerone - And my crappy white Dreamcatcher Winner gets an internet cookie. EDIT: Also, I don't think BTG tried to start up anything at all. X3 I asked a question. He answered. Simple as that. If anything, it's my fault for bringing up something political in the first place.

Ross Scott's damn brother is what you are. XD Goodness gracious.

I love it! Dat sneaky blue spy though.

I don't really like watching Streams. X3 Sorta boring for me. I prefer the nicely edited and perfected videos. IMO, Streams are just full of people trying to figure out how to get past a game, then not succeeding, then crying, then getting angry. And I don't find people's anger funny like other people do. But ah well! Other people enjoy it, so they can go ahead and have fun. I won't ruin it.

Aw. Thank you. :3 Every little compliment just seems to cheer up my day so much!

Good job Ross! You've answered all my questions! X3 Including voice acting. I've always wanted to voice act before. My friends all have said that I have a very flexible sort of voice, it's naturally deep, and I'm female so it can go higher at will. God, I sound like I'm asking to be a voice actor for it. I'm sorry. @_@ I'll stop now. But yeah, I hope to see what you can make out of this movie! Unfortunately I'm a nobody so, I can't help, even if I wanted to. X3 Heck yeah, I can draw and make music, I'm the Jack of all trades. But, I'm only decent at everything I do. I'm talented at everything, I'm just not PERFECT at anything.

So I drew something for some guy on another forum I visit. I admit, it wasn't much. Didn't take long but it's not like he requested something big anyway. Didn't ask for anything in return for it, but god. When I gave the finished product to him, not a thank you, smile or fucking anything. Just a; "It'll do." It makes me so pissed. Like, wow, I just devoted my time to you, and all you can do is mutter two god damn words? Fuck. On a lighter side, somebody on DeviantArt has requested some art from me. X3 First time it's ever really happened on DeviantArt.

NSFW. Tried to make something based on Skullgirls' art style. X3 This came out of it. A skullgirls character + me. Took two hours. Not bad.

Thanks spam. Go away. Hey guys, I'm making a story. I'm trying to make it a sad story. X3 Kinda hard to achieve when you're the one writing it, you don't know if it's sad or not, or if it will have an affect on the reader. So please tell me, how do I make something touching? I have a few things so far: Character development; create bonds and friendships. Don't make the story too short. Make a series of events that will develop the character(s). Make interesting characters that the reader will be intrigued in. Also, this is a short kinda story. I'm aiming for 40 minutes worth of reading time or maybe less. 30-40 minutes.

Why yes, lower population density = less traffic = less uh, car accidents and motor accidents. X3 I mean, as long as I know how to actually drive a motorbike, rough terrain is nothing. I was on the motorbike here going swishity swoosh around bends and corners with a cliff on one side. Motorbikes are also just really badass.