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Of course not! X3 I'm fine.

Oh hey! I love meatlovers too! It's the only thing I'll eat. XD We used to have Pizza Hut here but it was closed down due to a poor business manager. Couldn't run the store so it was shut down. There was a massive rumor that it was closed down due to cockroaches. X3 Which is ridiculous. I haven't seen a cockroach in literally a few years. They're not common.

It IS about BPD. That's the point. X3 I've literally had points where I've said; "I hate you so much." Then the next minute. "Don't leave me. Come back!" It happened a few days ago. It only affects me in certain situations though so.

X3 I'm going to see my psychologist in a week. Should be... fun... I only like spilling my thoughts out on text/paper. Never face to face. Glaring eyes make me nervous sometimes. XD I mean, why wouldn't it? "Yeah. Just tell me your life story whilst I take a glimpse into your soul. Yeaahh..."

I just found a book that represents me in a nutshell. X3 http://www.amazon.com/Hate-You--Dont-Leave-Understanding-Personality/dp/0399536213/?tag=psychcentral That title. 100% me.

I feel like such a pig. XD This is the 3rd pizza order I've had this week. I shouldn't feel bad cause I'm TRYING to gain more weight. But I still have this burning sensation that goes; "You're eating more junk food!? STOP IT. YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED OF YOURSELF." And I am! But I need to gain weight!

Oh yeah, AP is Asian. And that's awesome. X3 AP... so... want to make a trade? Those delicious sticks for something of mine? <3 Hmmm?

It's not so much as those type of vaccines. I'm talking more of like... Hepatitus B and other weird crazy stuff you only hear once in a while. X3

*writes down note* Work... Snatch a fried chicken leg. Gotcha. The arm? I'll have to go to the UK for that one. It's where the most delicious arms are.

Subject #6 (I don't know what the hell I'm up to, doesn't even matter): What we should do to Anti-Vaccinators I've learnt from watching the Australian news lately, that they're going to propose a way to try and get Anti-Vaccinators to vaccine themselves and their children. They're going to do this by cutting income to families that do not have vaccinated children. I'm not sure what income it is exactly, but I know they'll be losing a fair amount of money. They are also not allowed to go on public transport. I personally don't like this. I agree, people SHOULD get their children vaccinated. But I think there's other ways of going about this. What do you think about this? Should it be changed? Or is it a good idea?

Hopefully not. I know whose arm and leg I'm going to sacrifice. ;3 Mwahaha... You better watch out, little Mrs.B*TCH. I'm getting that t-shirt.

:I I'm sorry. I'm well known by my friends and teachers for just asking straight up; "What does this mean?" I find human interaction makes more sense than me reading from a screen sometimes. X3 But other times, I might use Google. I'm sorry.

Hey! I've found out how to cope with my loss! It's an amazing idea and it aaall came naturally. No drugs, no tea, no therapy. I just have my split personality to thank me for turning me INTO A HEARTLESS MONSTER. HAHAHA!! I'm so fucking sadistic, this should be illegal. But it feels... so... good. <3 I don't need help, don't you see how happy I am? I don't need a psychologist. You can't make me. ;3 Mwahahaha...

That's really cool BTG! I don't know what it is. XD But I like it. Meanwhile, I made this small experimental colorful print. ...out of 3 food colour dyes and toilet paper. XD http://i.imgur.com/8t8DCFkh.jpg It looks really cool though!

Knock, knock! Who's there? *SLAM* THE DOOR

Have fun Binky! Also, no idea what cozonacs are. X3 I've always hated decorating eggs for Easter because I knew for a fact that they weren't made of chocolate. So I couldn't really straight up eat them, and it would disappoint me so much. Currently feeling: Maniacally evil. > I made a stabby box to vent my frustrations. It's colourful on the inside but really damn ugly on the outside. But I don't care. It's mine. And I made it. <3 Thus I love it. (Probably every responsible parent's motive towards their children XD Next part... not so much.) If I get angry, I can just take my knife and stab it. X3 I've stuffed the box with confetti and coloured tissues. It's a whole rainbow inside. But then it's just foil on the outside. But that's okay. It'll let me see the cuts I make more easier. >:3 Hehehe...

At least with long distance relationships, it's relatively easier to just 'forget' someone. X3 You just have to delete everything you know of them. So easy. But that's also really sad at the same time. In 5 minutes, a person can just... erase your existence from their life. :I Scary. Fortunately, I have no forgetting to be done. I'm sorry you went through the heartbreak. I don't have the guts to simply 'forget'. I can try. But I WILL fail. X3

I'm about to get ready for work! Shower, brush hair, spend 30 minutes TRYING to put hair up in a bun. X3 It's difficult.

It is pretty awful. You love but HATE at the same time. You want them back but want them to leave at the same time. X3 That's just my experience though. We've got it sorted. No more heartbreak. Although, I don't think I ever want to experience that again. It's worse than an actual physical injury.

Have you ever felt REALLY intense heartbreak? Like, a searing burning pain in your heart that just WON'T stop? Yeah. Had that keeping me up for a full day. Everything is fine now though. Issue's sorted. X3

F*ck everything. Just f*ck it all to hell. Why me. I just want somebody to talk to. Everything hurts so much. >_<

Goodness. o.O Sounds like a legit war. XD You die, you get banned. But then you sometimes get resurrected so it's not all 100% relatable to real life.

XD Why so much damn hate? Goodness me. Meanwhile, I found something that's related to the forum, and my emotions! 3:33. Replace 'dying' with 'leaving', and replace 'guys' with 'friends'. It was just such a random popup in my head. Like; "Hey! Ross Scott flashback. Why?"

Some of my friends are able to stay up crazy hours like you too. XP I finally went to sleep but I started getting dreams that just... disappoint me knowing they're not real. :I Fudgit. I think I slept for... 2 hours. Good e-freaking-nough.