Jeb_CC

Wondering if I should try animating again...

Hey thanks mate I'll keep a lookout Australia hey? Which state? If you don't mind me asking. X3 I'm in grade 11, finish at the start of next month. My exams are round that early time too. Getting busy here...

@Vappy: But you haven't even forgiven me for it! XP Do I not deserve your forgiveness or something? @JD: I hope it works out alright for you... I can't imagine how that must have been. :S @Seattleite: Have you talked to your boss? You could have accidentally put in the wrong bank details... Update: So... There is my grandmother, grandfather, aunt, mother, sister, brother and my other sister, all in one small room, with a giant pool table in the middle, and a staircase that's only 0.5 metres wide. So Geez. I'm fucking sorry for not hugging you, grandmother. Couldn't get past my aunt and sister's fat asses. Seriously. Why are you idly standing and sitting on this tiny staircase?? And Geez. I can hear ya'll talking about me from here. No, I'm not fucking anti-social. I just don't want to talk to people who judge me openly. Grrrrrrrr... 5 minutes and I'm already in a state of absolutely NOPE.

Yeah yeah yeah. X3 It's not a quick bug. We've had it for months now, and it's a pain in our asses. We're trying... So hard. For now, forget the UCP exists. XD Thank you. Sorry.

@Vappy: Sorry! If it sounded like I was shutting your ideas off... That's not what I meant to do at all! ^_^" I'm just really really not into that stuff. X3 *hugs* Here. An apology hug. Sorry!! @JD: Oh goodness me. Are you going to be okay? o.O

Aw. Russian is cute. X3 But Vappy... You know how I feel about alcohol. XP Dislike the taste, dislike the effects. I'd like to keep my head screwed on properly thanks. It's hard to talk to these people even when they're sober though, I swear. XD They're a bunch of extroverts, loud-mouthed not afraid to hurt your feelings bunch. X3 I KNOW they're gonna be talking smack about me. They usually do... But what they think doesn't matter. I can keep myself occupied on my phone, talking to people who actually care. XD Geez. Like you! Like this. Forums are great. X3

Ohhh boy. I really dislike my Asian side of the family. :\ THANKS FOR LETTING ME KNOW WE WERE GOING OUT TONIGHT. 2 fucking hours before we leave. And I'll be out, probably till midnight with them fucks. I'm going to go for a walk now... clear my fucking head and eat away my sorrows at a bakery or some shit. 7pm, will have to go to a Church event thing with my know-it-all health-freak clean-freak sister, my judgmental mother, and my racist grandmother. Then after an hour there, will have to go to my grandmother's house, watch them eat a bunch of Asian food I'd never even touch, then listen to their drunken alcoholic ramblings for 4 hours or so. Shit. Fuck. Me. I'm just going to bring my bag, and 4 hours worth of entertainment. Bring my phone charger, headphones, drawing stuff. I hate it so much. They expect me to be a part of their conversation, when they talk about things I'd never understand or things I don't care about. They all have a toast, clink their cups full of wine, and I'm just here drinking water. I don't want to drink the alcohol, why would I? I don't need it. But fact is, it's fucking rude. Stop talking about how it's so great and mighty, then glare at me for not joining in on the conversation. I've literally been walking round the house, sticking my middle finger up at thin air as a physical vent for the past 30 minutes. Anyway, I'm going for that walk now. Fresh air will do me some good.

Look! I tried sketch by sketch animation. It's really cute. Look at that little dragon jump!

That, and being self negative is a really easy way to get yourself depressed. X3 If you always think; "I'll never succeed, I'm a failure. No body likes me. I don't like myself." That's not gonna get you anywhere. XD And no-body wants to deal with self-negativity. Doesn't matter how many motivational posters you put up on their wall, no matter how many compliments you give that person - happiness is based on what the individual thinks. They could be completely rich, have the most perfect life, but if they're down on them-self, they will get depressed. X3 You see people who are without anything, but still manage to be so happy. Because they choose to enjoy what they have, and embrace who they are! I'm an optimistic bastard and that pretty much keeps me rather sane. XD Sure, I'm not the best at stuff, and yes, I can be weird as fuck sometimes. But all I gotta do is think of the good things... I'm creative! I'm smart! I have amazing close friends! I have a job, I'm fucking gorgeous. XD No matter who you are, you ALWAYS have something to be happy about. Maybe, you're able to cheer people up really easily? Maybe, you're great at providing help for others? Maybe, you're really good at cooking or something. :3 There's no reason for anyone to be so depressed and gloomy, not when we have so much... I also wouldn't say that it can be simply solved... X3 I know friends who are SO depressed, they refuse to listen to anyone, even their closest peers. Their mentality and ideas are so clouded with negativity that they can't even begin to think of anything positive. That's like, psychologist needed territory right there. XD And that's heartbreaking to see really... so I guess my above info-rant is for those who feel like they're starting to get a little hopeless. Slap yourself and wake up - the world is fucking beautiful. Go for a walk, look at the trees or some shit. XD You'll feel better. OT: I've spilled apple juice all over my shirt, but that's okay... X3 Other than that, I'm grand!

So a large amount of players are uninstalling the game and trying to forget the game every existed eh? X3 Fair enough. Hopefully Overkill won't screw the game's system up even more...

Have some random charts... no idea what you guys are into, but it's still fun to relate to a fictional character/idea. XP Dammit, why am I always the old guy? XD ^ This one Is more of a joke. X3 But I find it entertaining that it says what I'm always thinking when it comes to my relationship.

LOL, СНИКРС! моя Сникрс... X3 I wish. I'm hungry now.

Nice whale! My favourite is the whale. XP Whales are cute. I've seen a whale in the wild before, it was cool. I love their tails. X3 I drew this. X3 Took me 3 hours, I love it so much. Never going to get into realism... this art style is way too much fun!

@Zaraki: Like Rarity said... It's nice that you're happy for MrKittyCat. X3 But unless given permission, try not to announce stuff. It's a breach of privacy... And... What happens if this girl stuff doesn't work out? How will he feel knowing that the forum knows of how it didn't work out? I don't imagine that'd make him too happy. However, I wish him good luck with it anyway...

@Zaraki: Have fun with that! @BTG: Hope it gets better for you soon, mate... @AP_Pastor: I know exactly how you feel man. X3 One month to do all the stuff I was too lazy to do those few months ago. Regretting it now!! @Seattleite: Please be a happy camper soon! @JekJek: It's good that you enjoy drawing commissions. XP Means you enjoy the work that earns you money, which is great! And man, don't feel bad or down about yourself. You're an awesome person. :3 And for myself... XD Uhh... Been feeling alright. Little stressed with the work load, but I'm not letting it get to my head. Just enjoying the moment I have now! I've been also quite creatively productive lately, which always puts me in a good mood! Made a new song, drew something for a friend, did some renders for my graphics and design model. Awesome!

You like a lot of things. XP Welcome Spaghetti! Always nice to see even our dinners joining in on the fun here!

Mary Poppins it is! I was thinking of calling you Lard Sinister as a parody name of our friendly admin Lord Sinister. XD But I dunno which one is better now. I could use both.

Have you thought up a name for it? PAMI! Patrolling Automated Mobile Intelligence!

X3 I love what you have to say about things. So interesting! @#10: What I really hate is when people say; "Stop using your phone so much and be social." - That's like... alright to say if you're in company with other people. But it's rude. X3 So don't say it that way in the first place. But if I'm in a room with 5 other adults drinking alcohol, talking about their career, and I've got nothing better to do - I WILL go on my phone to talk to other people. So don't say; "Get off your phone. Be social." When I see myself having absolutely no contribution to the conversation what-so-ever. XD It pisses me off, dammit. And what, do you think me looking at a phone screen means I'm 100% oblivious to you guys? I see you waving your fucking hand behind my phone you twat. I'm not blind. I'm just choosing to ignore you cause you're being a dick. X3 Okay, sorry. This is turning into a rant now. XD But really, isn't it such an amazing thought to be able to whip something out of your pocket and see something that somebody said all the way across the world? That's freaking awesome! And it's addicting to see... to hear... to be able to share stories with other people all around the globe. And with technology being given to kids... it's giving them more opportunities to be actually decent at this stuff. XD There are so many jobs today that rely on technological skills. My friends who were not brought up with technology, dammit, they're so dumb with computers. XD If there's ever a computer problem, they come ask me. Then there's me, who started playing video games on the PC at 5 years old. XP And then I'd whine at my dad and brother for not letting me play Half Life and Team Fortress 2! XD Oh boy was I innocent. @11: I've never actually met anyone who was bothered by the thought of somebody taking their organs for the good of someone else. X3 "Is it really a part of human psychology or is it a result of some cultural indoctrination? For me there was never any need for any "closure"." Perhaps people do it because of denial? You know, if somebody dies, it's usually like; "NAH MATE. THEY'RE GOOD. THEY'RE AAALL GOOD." X3 And that will last for a few days - unless you really see the full hard truth in front of them, which usually snaps them out of it. XP @12: I always feel so awkward when people start talking to me about their beliefs of spirits. XD I just kinda nod and go; "Yeah, hmm... yeah." As if I could relate to them - which I can't. XP Sorry. Ouija boards... I always think it's bollocks. X3 But that's just me. I haven't tried one before, don't plan on trying either. Not because of ignorance... but because apparently if I do, I'll release evil spirits. XD So even though I don't believe in that stuff, I'd rather not risk pissing off the anti-Christ. Now Vappy, would you mind if I started a new subject? Would you still be able to catch up then? Or do you want me to wait? I'll wait for you. I've had to wait for you before... *growls* X3 It's alright though... this waiting will probably be more bearable. I just want to know, in case others want to get on with this thread and start discussing something new!

@Vapymid: Sorry for the real late reply on this one. XP But thank you! Told him I wasn't taking requests, he was nice about it. ^_^ And uh... :3 Sure, I'll make a promise for ya. I don't back out on promises either. I take things to heart, as if they were written in blood. Every little bit, doesn't matter what the promise is! Sound good? As for the 'dancing pair'... I've never been one to draw realistically... X3 I struggle with it. So yeah, anatomy... not too phased by it. As long as it looks good, that's all that really matters. @SirFizzySodaPop: Neat art! :3 Looks cool. @Binky: Looks fun! Probably wouldn't be able to use it though. XP You'd have to concentrate and focus your eyes on things in the worldspace... and that's rather hard to do with a VR headset. XD So it'll make me sick quite quickly. I'm in the process of animating my robot at the moment, thought I'd share a few renders...

I award you 5 internet points for that. I freaking love Futurama. Bender? Hermes? or Nibbler? Bender! Hell yeeah! Does Binky now have cooled food? XP Nah, it's just to keep him warm in winter as he doesn't qualify for the Winter Fuel Allowance... It can be really cold outside in the North in winter, while it's balmy +3°C in the fridge all year round! OT: Litigious Regards XD Oh my gosh. I had to laugh at that IRL, that's brilliant. XP And goodness me... for a native Russian speaker, you certainly know some English words. You do a better job than me, I know that much. But with this Thesaurus, two can play at that game! > OT: Engrossed

I award you 5 internet points for that. I freaking love Futurama. Were you able to get it this time? Does Binky now have cooled food? XP OT: Mixed

Trying to get this bird to stop nibbling on my glasses - as well as writing a short story. :3

Had a really long night... Feeling kinda mixed about it. X3 Had a lot of weird feelings come up. I still think I have some weird split personality disorder, but who the hell knows!