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@Rarity: man, that sucks. Thank goodness I've never been accused of cheating before. Maybe that's cause I suck shit though. But hey, might have been just some dudes reporting you cause they were salty. XD Hopefully won't happen again. @Ninja: Living with family problems, amiright? *Sigh* OT: Family related lol... Oh boy. I've been wanting to see a doctor for a while now for many different things. My nightmares, my jaw, hallucinations, just general issues I want - if not a cure - then some way to at least alleviate the symptoms a little. I asked my mother if she can book me an appointment because of course... I'm still under their financial influence and I can't do shit unless they say yes. She asked why and I said I wanted to get my jaw checked out. To which, no surprise, yet again, she makes some excuse up. "Oh don't worry. You've just got a big jaw." And she won't say anymore. Like... Thanks? But reminding me how basic genetics works doesn't fucking unlock my jaw. It took me ages to convince her to get me to see a psychologist a year ago and even when she gave in she was still skeptical that I needed one, even though I had many friends and teachers commenting on how quiet and distant I'd suddenly become, and my English teacher even referred to me as her "little darkling". It's been months and I still have freakishly over the top mood swings. If I can't see a psychologist, then at least a fucking doctor. Geez. I'm actually really jealous of some people who have diagnosed disorders because they actually know they have it. Yet I suffer plenty and get no sympathy at all because I don't have some sort of magical "title" that instantly grants me access to remedies and therapy. Not hating on those who do have those diagnosis'... Just annoyed at my family for really not giving a shit. /Edgy rant over
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What do you like about the user above you?
Jeb_CC replied to Dr. Derpy Hooves Ph.D's topic in Forum Games
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No, not you. Username and Ninja have spats at each other occasionally. XD Would it kill to keep this on topic though guys?
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What do you like about the user above you?
Jeb_CC replied to Dr. Derpy Hooves Ph.D's topic in Forum Games
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Oh hey Jek Jek! Nice to see you back here! I've been silently stalking your DA occasionally. XD Your art is awesome as always. Keep it up, man. But about the bipolar thing, I was making jokes about my mood swings. lol They're either... super mega mood swings... or I actually have a fucked up head, but I just don't want to go through the effort to see a psychologist so just - fuck it. XD Hope the breakup wasn't too rough for you though buddy. BPD and Bipolar people are the hardest to be in a relationship with because they fluctuate from thing to thing so easily and quickly and do rash shit all the time. It sucks. :S
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Meh. I swear I've got Bipolar's little cousin or something, these mood swings are killing me. XD Brghrr... Haven't done much for Easter. Don't usually celebrate holidays. X3 How about you?
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Nice to know you had a bit of fun out. Semi relatedly; I'm actually seriously considering making my own sort of fursona. Heavens forbid me joining a 'furry community' lol, nothing against it, I just don't do communities well. I came up with the idea when I wanted to draw some kinda vent art for my jaw disorder, and thought it'd be hilarious to draw myself as a snake/lizard because they're known for their jaw capabilities. Now I kinda want to draw a full-body picture. OT: On a Skype call with a friend from DA which is something I haven't done before. >.>
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Are you suddenly a schizophrenic? >.>
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@AP_Pastor: Geez, don't you hate that? It sucks hard, especially when you're trying to concentrate on something or go to sleep and your body keeps bouncing every few seconds. -.- OT: My jaw is being really shitty with me lately. I really need to go see a doctor about it. I can't even open my mouth fully, this is bullsnot. Also, when you have your mouth closed and sitting normally, where are your teeth supposed to sit in regards to your upper and lower jaw? Cause I'm only realising now it might not be so normal how far forward my upper jaw rests. XD
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The Happy Rabbit Eats Everything. Sounds like a metaphor for keeping your child happy. Lol BACKS
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Ninjas never forget. They must remember all that has happened so that they can seek out their revenge. Even if it takes them years. lol OT: Still a chick. However considering more and more each day of cutting my hair real short. XD Won't make me a guy but it'll certainly look different.
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^ Lol That's awesome http://dar-draws.tumblr.com/post/155026258918/you-look-fine-to-me
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I've been getting shit all sleep lately which makes doing work a little bit hard. I keep getting nightmares and waking up at exactly 4am every morning for the past week now. >:I I dunno why I'm getting so many nightmares. I got a nice clean room, I don't have any real major stress, I've been eating well, my head's just; 'fuck you' I guess. Though my nightmares all seem to relate to past events which you'd think is some form of PTSD but I don't want to spend $1000 on a psychologist to be told that. XD I like my money.
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OMG it's so fluffy. ^-^
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THANK FUCK I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE! I didn't know that's how you caused it though. I thought it was Chrome giving me the finger.
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I believe so yes. They do in Australia at least, and I know plenty of American friends who learn foreign languages such as Spanish and French in their schools.
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Interesting moment... well if we're talking in terms of entertaining-interesting, probably the time my sister hurt herself enough to need surgery. Warning; blood involved so if you're squeamy then don't read. XD Or if you don't like shitty story-telling you shouldn't read either. lol So yeah, interesting! Repeat question cause I like reading about people.
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Thanks mate. I hate to admit it but wikihow is pretty helpful. XD I usually get into this low mood after coming back from an interview. But once I get the confirmation that I haven't gotten the job, I can settle a bit. Then I'm not waiting anxiously with my phone attached to my body as if it was my third arm. But hey, I got an interview for next Tuesday, been a while since I've had an interview so my head feels a little more clear. Still the chances of me getting the job is low but it's a chance none the less. And I do enjoy the times where I can get out of the house and have some meaning to my outing, travelling into the city or at least half way. I don't actually mind public transport that much. XD Believe it or not. OT: Swell.
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Don't even know what "Title IX kangaroo court" means. But dude... Please be kidding. XD
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lp043_udPhg That moment when the counter goes back to 699,999... XD
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@Psychotic: Already commented on this but I still really like it. SFM is so cool. OT: Not going to put my own art here for once. XD I commissioned a few people cause it's pretty cool seeing my characters in other peoples' art styles. And I lied, here, have a gif. XD I need to practice animation a bit...
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lol Okay, I'm so predictable. XD But uh... occasionally I browse internet for like, funny things. Watch YouTube... or just go for a walk! ^-^ I would like to add exercising to my 'list of things I do for fun'... cause I really need to get in shape. >.> I'm not overweight I'm just terribly unhealthy. lmao But like, exercising takes work. What are your plans for this month?
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"What's your favourite shape?" What's your favourite shape? XD