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Hey BTG, after all if it works for you, it's all okay really, I was thinking about it. Sorry for being bitter about it, even if my last reply is quite old on this topic. HHm I can't stand toxic relationships even in movies/tv series, it allways gets me. It's sad ._.

Hey, I could tottaly agree with Markiplier as well on this. I could add that I really hate that when people forces or expect respect from you. Of course, there are some situations that you gotta respect someone from start, but I have a little temper towards someone who should be respected but acts like a tottaly ass. Being a dick to people really makes me angry and then I tend to argue and get into fights... I simply don't like it when someone is acting like they are better than others... IMO Respect can be earned or just assumed from start but then it should be kept, and the person who is ment to be respected (like teacher, parent ect) should do things that will show he's worth the respect from others. But really he doen't need to do anything special, just simply not be a dick out of sudden... What do you think?

Shameless, S7, I'm in omewhere in middle, so far was great!

OMG hi guys and thanks for "stalking" my account haha. Idk I might make some tread venting about it, somehow I feel like sharying it what happened since I'm traumatized, or at least sharying some of my thoughts about it. Nah I don't think you might have any, maybe it's just the weather haha? omg username u still here ;P

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HHeeyyyy! why were you talking about bipolar ppl... I recently broke up with my bpd gf, similiar to bipolar, now I'm chilling and recovering. I though I migh come back here since I have more time! I'm happpy to see you old people still keeping this forum up ;o;

I wonder is this forum even up. I migh come back, but now like really, for real guys. I missed ya. Alot.

I just hope this thing wont spread across the europe. I mean paris now, what's next? I hope there also wont be a war or soemthing. Things aren't good in UE. And opened borders are great idea, but now we all see consequences...

You'll almost never hear about female to male because they don't have the need to tell the whole world unlike the male to females. I agree on that. Seriously, why to make it a huge deal, let ppl be what they feel like who they are. It's not such a big deal ,0,

I used to wrote back then, maybe I will dig up some story about some stuff in english, but since a year or so I was kind of neglecting it .-. Writing used to make me feel happy, I should definitelly start wrting again soon.

Find me an island to do so, and I'll prove you wrong... Make sure it has the capability of sustaining me for the whole year though. (food, fresh water, etc.) sorry, I'm busy with life...

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Just cleaned up my room, now eating some rice waffles with peanut butter.

ugh... asexual, transsexual, idc, i just want to talk about games, do art and have fun with that...

I can tottaly agree and healtly relationship is a treasure. Some people might beloners. I undesrtad, but don't try to convince me that you can live alone with tottaly no humans around, BTG, seriosuly, if so, I wanne see you living for a year on abandoned island. Such things can break people apart. Anyone needs at least knowing there are some people over there for you.

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Professional, Overly Popular, Fat Dentist .-. NOFUN

lonely...

Says the person who draws 10x better than me. Seriously... The fact that you even get people paying money to see art from you is a sign that you're really fucking good. I am jealous of the attention you get. X3 Don't feel bad about it all, your art is awesome. And I'm talking about in general, not just your above post. Thanks alot for support, I means alot to me. I think what bothers me is the fact that I'm still not good as I want to be .-. but no one will ever be, it's constant fight of progress and moving up. It's what keep me going forward.

RQmlfuI2xuU I think I've actually had this one in a playlist for a while now, I prefer Love Will Save You though. HOLY SHIT YEAHH! To be honest I only know one person who enjoys this band, for me they are the best, well maybe I could say "special" but I got into this band too much. Michael Gira is the best. I don't care. OT: never gets boring: Jm86I_kezVY

Oh god those looks great! Really nice job on the details in this one! OT: I recently updated my character's reference picture: for some reaso I can't draw lately well and can't create anything serious .-.

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Are you sure you are working on it? Because I tried it once more after some weeks and it still gives me a blank page with some weird link on it. Can anyone fix it please?

After finishing school and failing some academy test, since I couldn't pass it, I asked local printing houses and places where I could work, even smallest jobs or help/assistance, since that's my profession, even had some practice job at this before, so I could say I'm more qualified than other people, yet found nothing. No one wanted me. It's really hard to find anything unless you are 6ft buff guy or young blonde ass with nice smile. That's why I decided to open art commissions and surprisingly I got more money allready than few months of hard work.

@AP_Pastor, sounds like one girl from my class last year, basically she was gf to every guy, and everyone complained that she lied alot and stole money. Meh...Is it me or the girls are the most of the cause of the toxic reletionships? I kind of have feeling like the girls just loves to play with other's emotions and not settle down the problems like real men should. Just... manipulating, playing around and messing up. Idk... Don't listen to me, I just get more and more paranoid over this after all .-. Recently I got into relationship or very deep and bounded friendship with one person... despite we share alot of things together and sometimes we can enjoy each other company or long chats... I feel like the other person isn't happy with me. Which I really can't stand. I'd die, jump into fire, buy her best gifts or spend with her all my free time, yet I feel like I own her much more, since she helped me and supported me, yet every time I try to help or support her, she keeps saying she doesn't deserve any help or she can't be helped, and end up depressed for 5th time in the week. I stayed with her through her hard times, I trully belive in her and that she isn't any special case, and she can be helped, deserving to be happy... and I tried all my best, and different ways to comfort her somehow. Sometimes I really have no idea how to continue it. Recently I told her how much I own her, and how she helped me with many things... however at the time when I asked her if I was any good to her in past time... she just say I had absolutely no impact on her life. Not like I expect anything in return of being nice, spending my time and energy on her, or gifts... but it did hurt, hearing a close friend telling you like you didin't matter at all. I kind of feel I'm no good after all. Or there must be something wrong with me. Since she's a person who can see only in black and white, I'm affraid that I screved up somewhere and despite I'd like to fix it, I can't. I don't want to leave this person, since she means so much, also I'm a pretty lonely and reserved person, despite being open and friendly to most people. Those close to me matters alot and I'd never think of leaving or replacing anyone close to me. It would just ruin me since I'm allready alone. Yet again... what to do if I really feel unhappy because of not feeling needed even by my best friend? I tried to talk and... my every attempt to talk about it ends up with "then go and leave me, find better friends". Yet I feel if I'd leave, I'd be the one to blame. I allways see things, no matter how bad, that can be fixed. Friendship/relationship is not like a toy, that can be thrown away if it's broken. But what to do if the other person doesn't want see any hope? Even toxic relationship... I was told many times that I'm toxic myself, in the matter that I'm clingy and get entitled to people too much, and sometimes annoying or too reserved, but I'm trying hard to work on it. I try to give my friends space and free time to be alone, or kept myself from telling too much or not relate with their emotions... but I think that I am either a terrible person/friend or either... I had no luck finding right people to be friends with.